Beautiful Mistakes

Ch 2

Demi pov

Omg Niall was realised today from the hopistal and were going home gonna cook everything but there's one thing that been bothering if Niall loves why hasn't he told his mate and fans about me. I stopped walking and Niall looked at me confused of why stop walking so i asked him Niall why haven't you told anyone about us ?

Niall Pov

Babe i would love to tell the world about you but im afraid of you getting hurt i've seen what they have done to Liam and Louis girlfriends and i don't want the same to you i just- but before i can finish Demi cut me off Niall im a Big Girl i can take care of myself i just feel like your hiding me from the world Demi said look pissed and annoyed that im treating her as if she fragile and can break any second, no she right i sigh fine babe ill tell the world to okay babe. I walk up to her and kiss her on the check."Get Ready World To meet My Girlfriend". *note the sarcasm* as i said that yep this wont be pretty.

A Few Weeks LAter***

Niall's POV

After Annoucing to the world about me and demi It was of course a very hard time especially for Demi. Some of our fans were very disappointed and gave us a tough time, but together we know that we are stronger than anyone!

After almost two weeks of only skype and quick phone calls because of our busy schedules we finally saw each other again. To be honest even a day without seeing each other is hard for us. We always seem to need the presence of each other - It's like Air.

It's hard to do go out like normal people because we always have those paps following us around the world ; but this time, no matter what, I will take my girl to the cinema and then eat pizza or so ... we like to do normal things even if it's difficult sometimes .. to be honest most of the time!

"Babe you ready?" I shout as I hear her walk upstairs

"Nooooooo I need like a few minutes – stop asking every 5 seconds!"

Well that was when I knew she was really not sure if it was a good thing we were up to. To be honest I knew she would be panicking and be nervous like always. It was normal

"Finally baby!"

"I like when you say it like that – babyyy *-*"

"Yeah?"

"Yes" Demi gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

"Because you are my baby and I need to protect you"

".... Yeah and guess from who"

"Demi, if you want, we just chill here! We watch a movie and order pizza, there is always an option. It's just I want you to show that we can live normally and do normal things, even if we have those asses following us around everywhere!"

"NO! We need to go babe.. we said pizza and cinema .. remember? Let's go"

When we arrived at the restaurant everything was fine. Just laughing around, feeding each other and cuddling now and then. We heard strange voices from the outside. I paid our pizzas and hand in hand we walked out.

It was like a nightmare. There must have been twenty paps coming from every corner possible! We were surrounded by them in a second! I hardened my grip on Demi's hand even more and held her very close to me. I could feel her shaking and panicking.

"Stay calm baby" I whispered in her ear and she than squeezed my hand even more. I felt really bad in that moment and all I knew was I really need to take her out of that.

Every step we took was like none. We could not move, our car was like 5 feets away but it seems like we were thousands of meters away! Suddenly anger took over me. I let go of her hand and pushed some dude that was in front of her taking pictures for about minutes now!

All the other paps started to take more and more pictures and some were also taping this. I heard Demi mumble in her shacking voice "Just take me out of this, please."

Her hands in front of my face and my arms holding her so that no one could hurt her. I pushed everyone away without even watching if I hurt some of them and we finally reached the car! I opened her door and then walked again, pushing through the crowd! I could see Demi in the car shaking and covering her face! I could tell she was upset.

When I finally sat in the car I drove without caring if someone was in my way. And like never before, I drove like a crazy one. It must have been the fastest I ever drove. After a good 10 minutes we were on a paparazzi free street spot. Unfortunately like always in LA we were stuck in the traffic. We didn't speak a word since we were in the car, so I finally tried to make the first step ..

"I'm sorry baby, it was my fault ...."

"I hate this, I hate all of this"

"I said I'm sorry, it was a bad idea"

"A bad idea? It was the worst fucking thing we have ever done – I've never experienced such a terrible situation before"

"Why are you making it sound like that was all my fault? Yes, I said let's go out but I could have never imagine that this would have happened DEMI!! Do you think I like seeing you shaking and be upset"

"I don't know and I don't care right know!!!" she screamed. "But Next time you better think about the things we do, not only one but 10 times"

"What the fuck Demi" I screamed while driving like a crazy one! You could tell by the way I was driving that I was really mad!

"You can't just tell me those things. Next time we stay at home and do nothing" I yelled.

"There is not gonna be a next time Niall!" – "I don't wanna do this shit anymore, I can't!"

"Are you telling me you are breaking up with me? – Is this what you are saying right know?"

She did not answer and was crying like crazy .. you could hear her sobs and it really hurt me seeing her like that and not being able to hold her in my arms.

"Demi fucking answer me!!!" and this is when she sobbed even louder !

We arrived at her house and she got out without even saying a word. Just tears. I certainly wanted a response and so 5 minutes later I decided to go in.

"Why are you not telling me what you want and why are you crying, just stop it?"

"I'm crying because of all this shit" – "I don't want it okay? I hate it more than any other thing don't you get it??!!"

"You knew exactly that this would come the day you told be to tell the world obiviously you knew this was comming why know– why don't you want it anymore? Why don't you want us anymore?" I said and I sincerely was so close to tear up but I bottled it in! The fact that she was breaking up with me just broke my heart!

"I never expected it to be like this! Like Never! Why don't you understand me?" She said and every word she spoke was followed by sobs and sobs! But I couldn't do it anymore, she was just screaming, talking and crying but not coming to the point where I wanted her.

"Demi, now you listen! You are screaming and crying and I seriously just want you to tell me if what you said is what you meant! – You don't want this anymore, am I right??"

She started crying even more and all I wanted to do was going to her and hold her in my arms but I couldn't, I was hurt too! I thought that we were stronger than this! I thought that our love was stronger than this!

"Yes or No? Fucking answer Demi! Are you breaking up with me right now?"

All I could hear was a desperate "Yes." She looked down and cried. I looked at her not knowing what to say. My tears started to roll down my face. She looked up and sobbed even more ... if it was possible! I walked to the door and by opening the door I looked back at her one last time.

She was standing there like a little girl and all I wanted to do was go to her and hold her tight but this was not the right thing to do now. I watched her and she watched me. The last thing I said before I closed the door was "I thought you believed in us like I do and that you ...." And without ending the sentence I closed the door.

I could hear her cry and I cried too. I was driving to some hotel where I could stay those other 5 days; I was actually supposed to spend with her. Omg why are girls so frustrating why cant the keep there words.

Should i continue or not i feel as if my story is bad :(