You're A Strange One( Isaac lahey..teen wolf..interracial..bwwm

new house

you know the feeling you get when everything in life is just too much.like your suffocating within walls that close in on you more and more each moment.it doesn't stop until you become numb and every dream you've ever dreamt is just a twisted nightmare.that's how I feel this precise moment.packing up the last of my shit and hauling it into my moms beat down Volvo, that's going to take me to god knows where.well its time for the introductions.my name is sirenna Washington. I'm 15 years old and I'm the girl you always see smiling and being bubbly.although my thoughts are mostly on the fucked up side..you'd never guess it.my mom was raped at 17 by a white man while walking home from her job at wal mart.so I guess its safe to say that ill never meet my father...and that I was a ...mistake.my mother is the strongest person I know..yeah sure she makes mistakes..but every one does.I love her .I love her even though were moving for the second time this year.honestly its not very hard for me to make friends so that's not the problem.I'm very outgoing when it comes to social events..its just that it gets tiring after awhile, continuously pressing the restart button he new house was just plain and ordinary. one story 3 bedroom 2 bath box.the walls were a blank beige and the new carpet meant only eating in the kitchen.I propped all my things in a room that was right across from a bathroom.I began to unload my things into a mahogany dresser .this is the part where I press the restart button.life is beautiful.life is a bunch of bullshit.life is breathtaking.life is a bitch.

within 2 hours all my things were placed where need be.deciding that if I stayed within the house any longer that I would literally suffocate I took it upon myself to go for a walk.before I could make it out the door my mom shoved a plate of meatloaf into my hands."sirenna be a doll and go take this over to the neighbors....I have alot of things on my plate right now...be home before 8 for dinner baby."and just like that she disappeared into the house just as quick as she came.what the hell.oh well...I guess its time to turn on the charm.I walked out the door taking a deep breath and inhaling the savory scent of meatloaf .damn you hunger.I took a small chunk from the end of the meatloaf and popped it into my mouth.they won't notice...and if they do ...hey ho potato.boom boom crash boom.well somebodies getting there ass beat.I walked along the pavement and stopped in front of my neighbors door.I rang the
door bell.I rung about 4 Times more to be obnoxious.I heard shuffling at the door and began smoothing my hair down with my free hand.the door opened and a man who seemed be in his late forties stood in front of me with a scowl and round glasses."ummmm....hi..we just moved in from next door..my mom made this meatloaf ..I hope you enj-""sure thanks" he said cutting me off and snatched the plate out of my hand.then that bastard just slammed the door in my face." I hope you choke on it mother fucker!!!"I screamed while pressing the doorbell 10 more times then running off.yeah...I'm a real badass.