It's just the simple things I think of...

Bottomless pit

I keep lying to myself and others saying it's okay, I'm fine.
I keep doing things that prove I'm in trouble but I keep trying to believe I'm still okay.
I know that I'm not.

Do you want me to be honest with you?

I was in trouble, I was hurting, and I wanted you, NO, needed you by my side.
I was barely holding onto the edge of a cliff screaming for help, I saw you and I screamed for your help, you saw me hanging there in agony and pain, but, you simply chose to look away.
YOU, you let me fall into a bottomless pit and I'm still falling,
Whenever it is that I hit the ground, I'll be broken, broken into tiny pieces, unfixable,
Because, YOU, you chose to look away.
I tried to open up to you, I really did. I stepped way out of my boundaries for you.
And yes, sometimes you're meant to push you boundaries, but you made me push them for all the wrong reasons.

So do you still want me to be honest with you?

NO, WE ARE NOT OKAY AND NEITHER AM I.