With You

Thank you.

Sua's POV

"Im so proud and happy of you Areummie! Congrats, you make it!" I let out as i hugged her tightly. Well, thats my girl, never dissapoints me.

"Yay areummie is the best" Junhong said as he claps his hands.

"Thats my girl" Yongguk smirked to all of them, the six of b.a.p is here with us, but Youngjae.. he seemed a little bit busy with his phone.

"I wanna thank you guys. Without your support i couldnt make it and Yongguk & Himchan oppa teached me lots and gave lots of advice. I appreciate it!" Areum winked. Somehow she looks funny yet cute.

"Its okay Areummie.. ah, congrats too Youngjae, you make it!" Yongguk lets out and the others started to say congrats to him but Youngjae just thanked them instead and continue playing his phone.

Areum looked so disgusted at him. I could tell that she really hates Youngjae by his actions. Youngjae is still a good guy instead because hes known as the coldest guy ever in this school because he never talks to any girls. If he talk to girls, probably just because of something important but he often talk only... not more than two words i guess? and always ignore the situation, he always doesnt even give a shit about it.

But Daehyun looks so amazing right now *-* he cant stop doing jokes and laugh along at his jokes. He and Himchan got a lot of similarities, yea i mean they joked on the same thing, if one of them change the topic, the other one would get along with it easily. But they are used to mouth-fighting. Aish, what a cute boy.

I honestly have a huge crush on him since the first time i saw him! Only Areum knew about that and she always call it love at first sight haha but everyone knew i had a crush on him.. junhong, jongup, my classmates.. uhm i think that Yongguk knew it too but yea they didnt tell Daehyun about it, uhm i guess that he will never notice me and have feelings for him because on his mind, i am just a goodfriend of his hyung's sister, Areum. I took a glance towards him because if i pay attention to him everyone and even himself would notice right? Im not that stupid too xD

Your POV

We went home and i had some random talks with Yongguk, eating the icecream for cooling ourselves down. He decided to do his homeworks and i went to garden, helping Saeyoon ahjumma wattering the plants. Besides, Mr.Kim is washing the car. After minutes we sat together next to the fish pond talking about random stuffs as we enjoy our apple juice.

"Ahjussi, ahjumma.. may i confess something if you guys dont mind?" I asked.

"Of course we dont mind.. just share with us, what is it?" Ahjumma asked while ahjussi just nodded.

"I feel sad..." i started and they looked at me enthusiasticly asking me why and telling me to continue. "Im sad.. i did lots of things that made everyone proud of me at the school. Winning math competition, gets first in the class, winning almost all of the competition i joined, never dissapoints my teachers and friends, and lots more.. but i dont have a chance to share those awards, stories, with mum and dad. They are too busy with works, since young they didnt have much time on me and Yongguk. Im jealous with my friends' parents when i saw them winning something, their parents even came to school to cheer them but my parents... i only have Yongguk, i am thirsty of my mum and dad's love.. im thirsty of their attention. I tried, to share the best things that happened to me when they got home but they will often say 'uh im tired now i need rest lets talk later ok' i tried a lot till i gave up on trying anymore so from that, all of the bad and good things i have been thru in my life has been told to Yongguk. Sometimes i wonder, why would mum even gave birth on me no i mean how would they even made me if they cant take care of me well?" Without noticing, my eyes are teary and i suddenly tearing up.

"Calm down Areummie, dont think like that.. they loves you more that you thought. They are just busy with works, its for you and your brother benefits in the future too." Ahjumma lets out as she patted my back.

"Yes Areum, she is right. They got a lot of clients that means the company is successful. Its you and Yongguk who would run the company one day. They do love you, i still remember how happy were they when Yongguk and you were born. They take care and raised you and Yongguk well. Look now, you and your brother became so nice and smart. It is because of them. Dont think bad things about your own mum and dad okay?" Ahjussi said.

"But still, I really hope that they will always spend their times more on me instead of the bussiness." I sighed.

Out of nowhere, i feel someone wiping my tears and its Yongguk. So he heard my confession too? Um... "Areummie dont say like that. Mum and Dad are the nicest person ever. I know you are thirsty of their love so same goes on me. But think back, we are getting older so we need to get used to everything. Being polite. It started from this year where they got too busy, its a benefit for us too. Okay my lovely little sis?" Yongguk smiled as he wiped my tears, and putted my hair behind my ears.

"Now stop crying, because this beautiful girl doesnt look beautiful anymore when she is crying.." says ahjumma as a smile grew on her face when she saw im smilling at her words.

That evening were full of our laughters. Me and Yongguk even help them to do some of the houseworks. It was fun by the way. They wont stop from joking around, wanting to cheer me up. Eventhough they arent my parents but i feel like they are! I knew them since young and they have been working with mum and dad before I was born too. I am glad i got to know a lot of amazing people in my life. Sighs i miss my mum and dad.. if only they could be here......

That night before i went to sleep, i checked my phone for the last time in a day and got a lot of missed calls from Sua plus tons of messages on kakao from Sua telling me to pick up her calls and the other are from my class' group chat, i wonder what did sua wants...? I wanted to call her back but it almost 12am already so i guess she is sleeping right now so i off my phone and put it on the table next to my bed.

I think and think and think.. i actually got a lot of supporters around me. Firstly and always be first is my lovely brother Bang Yongguk! Then Sua and the b.a.p members umm except for that jerk!!! Then i got Saeyoon ahjumma and Kim ahjussi, my teachers, friends plus the people who gave me those memos before i had the math competition.. and many more. Yea, my mum and dad too even they often didnt but still... i appreciate my supporters a lot heh i thank them a lot if they arent here then imma just an ugly potato.'Thank you everyone' the last thing that came into my mind before i fell asleep.

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Today is the last day of school in this week. God, i have been thru a lot in this week and cant deny that this week is a tiring week ever in this year lol maybe? I went downstairs in my school uniform and saw Yongguk, Saeyoon ahjumma and... mum and dad? Wow, i thought they are still at the states uhm why so sudden? I ran towards my mum and hugged her then my father and Yongguk.

"Didnt you said that you guys will return to Seoul next week?" I asked as i munched my creampuff.

"We will tell you after you got back from school.." dad lets out as mum patted my back.

Why didnt they tell me now? Heol, whats so important...?

Yongguk's POV

"Um.. we might be late for school right now leggo" i said to Areum as i took her wrist and walked to the car. We both said our goodbyes to mum and dad.

"Late? Why? We usually went to school around 7:30am and oppa, its still 7:15am." She questioned but i didnt reply to her.

If we're still at the dinning table now, she might ask a lot of questions to mum and dad. Thats why i did this. Sighs, i feel bad. I already knew it that she will not and wont accept what is mum and dad are going to say later. I knew her well, she hates it when we talked about it. She told me once that she wanna be free since she is still young. She wanna be Young, Wild and Free (lol) but whenever mum and dad had a family meeting she always feels like her life is completely ruined and controlled by them. Im sorry for her, but at the same time i also think that its good for her and her future. Mum and dad planned it all totally because of they want their babies to have a beautiful future.