Mr. Grey Eyes

The funeral.

Keep playing the sad song.

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The next day, it was his funeral, mom came to wake me up, but i didn't sleep all night.

- "Good morning Hailey, how are you feeling sweetheart?"

- "What difference will it make mom? He's dead mom! Ian's dead."

- "God has a reason for everything sweety, please stop torturing youself. Sweetheart, these are Ian's things, the hospital gave'em to me and i thought you would like to see what's inside, and get ready Hailey, we need to go."

I opened the bag that had Ian's stuff. It was all i had left from him. A bag. I found his phone, his background was us kissing. And his wallet where he kept my picture. With everything i saw, i cried. Last, i found a little box, i was afraid to open it. But there it was, a diamond ring. A ring! Ow my god! He was gonna propose. He.. i couldn't speak, think or even breath. My sister walked in: "Kayla, Kayla, Kayla! He.. he.. he was gonna propose. He.. he p... really wanted to be with me. He wanted to.. to.. spend the... i.. i can't breathe. Kayla! I..."

- "Ow my god!!"

I spent almost half an hour crying, Kayla was trying to make me feel better, with that destiny talk. But if only i could feel anything but sorrow and sadness. But then it was time to go to his funeral. When i got there, i saw him in a black suit, it reminded me of the time when he met my dad for the first time.. I went closer, i was so scared. I took a step by step, with tears in my eyes. He was lying in that coffin, looking so peaceful. "Hey Ian, hey baby, my grey eyes handsome! I didn't get the chance to say that i love you so. Ian, i love you baby, i will always always love you. You changed my life forever. But i just can't seem to accept the fact that you're gone for good. I can't. I won't say goodbye, 'cause i can't. I just... i love you Ian" I took steps back, the place started to get crowded and all i could see was black, everywhere, everywhere. After everyone said what they had to say, those workers started to lower his coffin into a big whole, i couldn't keep myself from crying. I went down to the ground, started crying so bad i could feel my heart running out of beat, and my lungs out of breath. Later then, that whole was filled with durt and minutes later everyone left but me. I sat down on that durt. "Ian! You were gonna propse weren't you? It's a beautiful ring Ian! Really! How could you do this, just walk away! I wouldn't be able to do it. I.. What i cannot believe is you were going to propose and i was going to say yes and.. and.. i just can't believe you're gone."

Mom came and she made me go home

"I love you Ian!"