Jinx's POV
We pulled up to the hospital. We walked inside and mom took us back to the room. She walked in while nate and I stood outside.
" baby girl, stop shaking." Nate said rubbing my arms and pulling me in close.
" I just, I can't believe this is reality, its so so...cruel." I sighed holding back tears.
" he's ready." My mom said and I grabbed nate hand and entertwined our fingers.
When I walked in machines were everywhere and all you could hear was the steady beep and the rising of the air bag.
" daddy." I spoke softly as tears fell down my cheeks.
He slightly turned his head and opened his eyes, as tears fell down his cheeks to.
" oh darling." He said as I lulled a chair over and gripped his hand.
" it's cancer, and those 2 tumors, they're tearing me down." He spoke raspyily.
" shhh, don't talk I just want to sit here. I miss you." I spoke
He reached his hand up and wiped my tears.
" stay strong princess, because one day you're gonna be a beautiful queen and nothing can tear someone as beautiful as you down." My father spoke and I cried harder.
" why you, you were a great father, you taught me well and I'm gonna miss you so much.. I don't know what I'm gonna do without you." I choked out.
" you're gonna be okay I promise, now who is this handsome young man?" My father asked looking at nate.
"Oh dad, this is nate, he's a friend of mine and he's helping me through all of this." I smiled as nate came over and shook my dad's hand.
" you protect her with everything you've got young man, she needs you right now." My dad said and nate smiled down at me then looked back up.
" I will sir, she's safe with me." Nate smiled grabbing my hand.
My dad smiled and gripped my hand.
" my beautiful princess you've grown up so much, I'm proud of you. I love you so much." My dad said smiling then turning his head over and closing his eyes.
I cried silently and nate pulled me into his lap as I kept crying. The only sound was my small sniffles and the steady beep of the monitor.
I'm gonna miss him so much.
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I'm started awake to a flatline tone. I jumped up and ran to my dad.
" dad? Daddy?!" I screamed and I buzzed for a nurse then nate and my mother woke up.
" he's gone! No dad no!!" I screamed as doctors rushed in and nate brought me out.
Once out the door I fell to my knees screaming in tears. This pain is the worst pain you will ever feel. Nate crouched next to me and held me closely..
I feel like part of me was ripped from my body, now I'm only half living. I felt like it was all a sick dream that I was waiting to wake up from. But this isn't wonderland, I can't just pinch myself to wake up. No, this is real life.
Real life hurts.
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I cried while writing this...
