You have no idea
what it feels like to hate your body
Feeling like a fat slob
Looking at yourself in the mirror and
crying so hard until you feel groggy
As you hide your pain with a smile you let go of everything as you touch the door knob
You have no idea
What it feels like to cry yourself to sleep
What it's like to feel so alone
No one can hear a peep
No one notices until your skin and bone
You have no idea
What it feels like to have a constant reminder
The reminder telling you you're worthless
How it feels to not be a surviver
To hurl so hard you're breathless
