As i tremble thinking about the monster in my head
I realize why i chose to forget
You control my life and make me tremble at night
Your eyes. Your cold dark eyes
The ones i used to see as innocent is now the eyes that hauntes me to this day
With you haunting me i feel powerless
With you hurting me i feel worthless.
Because of you a little innocent girl is trembling with fear wondering if her death is near
Your voice. Your deep dark voice gives me discomfort
No matter what i do how far i run away from you you always seem to catch me.
No matter how hard i try to escape i know the monster of you will always follow.
Your hands. Your cold lifeless hands that you used to lock the little girl out when you didn't need her
Your cold dark hands that deserve to be locked far far away from me are getting closer as we speak.
You chose to be the fucked up monster
You made me feel like it was my fault. It was my fault that this little girl is so sick and traumatized.
The monster in my head makes me want to be dead
Living with the same monster every day and taunting me at night is something i will never get used to. Especially when it plays the same thing in my head over and over again.
