I think I'm going to do it. I haven't been feeling right for a while but today has been the worst. The police are getting involved and I am getting all the blame sometimes I think she just wants the whole world to hate me. She wants my life to be the worst it can get.
We were best friends in the summer but when my great aunt that I would refer to as my grandmother was ill and dying in hospital we had a fight. We haven't talked since and I hate her with all my heart.
She honestly doesn't understand anything she wants the whole world to revolve around her and the worst about it is she thinks she has it bad ! She doesn't know the half of it and compared to my life she wouldn't even know what bad meant!
If anybody even reads this story just know if you don't hear from me I'm in a better place, I'll be happy if I'm there along with my grandmothers, aunts, cousins and the rest of my family. Thank you for reading.
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RandomOver thinking.it's what is slowly killing us without us even noticing. They say talking to someone helps but I have to disagree. I like to write about it.
