Amy pov
I woke up and went to the bathroom I brushed my teeth and washed my face and went out the bathroom the guys are still sleep so I ran down stairs And made pancakes and bacon heard someone come down
"hey birthday girl" he said grabbing a piece of bacon
Hey Micheal so " the party is at my boyfriends house" I said grabbing a plate
"Cool so what's his name " he said still eating "his name's James " I said while eating
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7:00 pm the guys are downstairs and I'm in my room I get some clothes and my bath rob I go in the bathroom turn the water on take my pjs off I get in the shower I start washing my hair and body and starts to singing the song Lego house by Ed Sheeran I finally got out the tub and dryed of I put my hair in a messy bun then put my rob on I washed my face and brushed my teeth again then I smiled with my teeth I saw my blue braces I opened the door
I got my stuff and ran to my room I shut the door and put my twenty one pilot shut on and my skinny ripped jeans and then put my contacts in I put my black boots on then did my hair I curled the ends and started to do my make up I put a shade of pink lip stick on and put mascara on then cleaned my room up and grabed phone and wallet
went down stairs saw the guys I smiled as they were watching Spongebob I got a text from James saying "come over we can't start without you "
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Me and the guys get there they go straight to danceing I smile I see my boyfriend he comes up to me and says "were breaking up" I look at him as he says it's that I found someone hotter than you you can stay here for your birthday party happy birthday "
*he walks away *
"I -I what no he how he's right I'm ugly af everyone is hot and I'm a potato that will never be cut into fries "
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End of the party luke said" one more gift were moving here we bought the house next door to you "
I smiled and and gave Ashton the spare key and the address to my house you guys can go out more I'm um going home looks down and runs out someone grabbed my arm are you OK I couldn't see there face " yes I'm fine" I pulled away and run home I open the door to the house I run up stairs and look at my face I'm ugly I'm not good at being perfect but Nobody is perfect right
My ugly braces my nerd glasses I'm the ugly nerd that no one wants I'm just a little piece shit that no one cares about punches the mirror my hand field with blood I fall to the floor grab my razor blade and starts cutting deep I'm just ugly I'm not going to make it in life I hear I knock on the door as I scream go away I look at the blood on my arms I wash it off screaming in pain I clean the blade and hides I clean the broken glasses and the rest of the mess and leave the bath room and see Luke standing there he sees my arms he starts crying I look at him "what's wrong luke" "why'd you do that to your self" he said I started to cry to but then looked away " I'm not good enough for no one and life " I feel him stareing at me he hugs me as he says " don't do this every again promise me u won't cut no more " I-I promise "
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A/n: Well I cried while writing this this chapter was drama should they be in highschool or college
