Breaking Sorrow

Friends = Fake

"You asked me what I'm thinking about, I'll tell you that I'm thinking about whatever you're thinking about".

I recall having uh quotation friends dash the girls that smashed me till I was weak enough to not be able to take anymore of their bull, But different country, different people.

Just imagine the Pink Plastics from Means Girls and then think about the friends I used to have being ten times worse.

At least the plastics from the movies had the common courtesy to take in Cady Heron as one of their owns _in some way even though they were scheming behind her back and had a burn book naming mostly everybody in their school_ but that's not the point.

At one moment, their moron selves made me see red. Not blood, literally red from my eyes, pushed me past the breaking point.

I walk inside the building holding half of the most precious things in my life, and take a long deep breath. Noticing one of my best friends approaching me in a hurry, I widen my arms only to have it being pulled into the janitors closet. "Get out of here Mei, go find the principals office and stay there. This is my one warning to you" I give her a curious look with a hint of playful and say "What? already planned a big enough party that'll get me back to the hospital" Julia doesn't blink once "PLEASE. They're the ones that switched your pills, you took the wrong kind!!"  I shake my head and exit the closet thinking that she was going crazy from the tight space. "See ya later Jules"  I wink and leave her there with an annoyed look taking over her face. all my other friends that I missed started showing up. "Mei, you're finally back!" I look back seeing my closest friends running up to me, and give them a small damaged smile. I return a raspy hi and hug the four girls surrounding me. Lily exchanges looks with Emma and looks back at me asking how the hospital trip was. "Ha, the food was just..GREAT." I start laughing at my own sarcasm, and Julia gives me this serious look with plead showing desperately in her eyes. I cough clearing my throat, and look around the halls seeing nobody in view. "So whats shaking bacon? seeing anybody else I once dated?"  Lily asks, twirling her hair. Emma pulls something out of her bag and hides it behind her back. The hospital days gaining my ego, I say "Nah, and if I'm being totally honest here, Xavier couldn't resist any of this". I lean back on the locker putting my hands in my pockets. Julia speaks up "You know, its about time we go to our classes" Emma sighs exaggeratedly "We're already late goodie goodie, whats going now gonna change?" Lily nods her head in agreement. "Hey, Mei, maybe you should ask me if I'm done with my leftovers before taking it as your own" Julia with visible tears in her eyes, mouthes me to go but just before I do, I see Emma coming at me with a small knife and she jabs me on the side. I wince looking over to Lily for some help but she's completely calm as if she knew about this whole thing. I begin to slouch, and Julia stands there, only watching, doesn't call for help. Who can blame her though? If she tried, they would have caught up to her and she'd be sitting side by side with me and it would have been pointless. When Lily and Emma start running, Julia's tears start to fall, and she grabs out her phone in such force that it falls, and with a broken screen, she dials 411. I close my eyes slowly wanting to go to sleep after all this, but keep my eyes open for the Julia pleasing me to stay awake.

I'VE GOT MY MIND ON YOUR BODY AND YOUR BODY ON MY MIND

I start blasting Demi Lovato on my iPod, and connect it to the stereo. With my dad gone, I kill time by going here from there cleaning up the place I call home now, unless its temporary, there's always that.

I start sweeping the main room, and then through all the music, I hear a knock on the door. closing my eyes I whisper crap, and lower the volume of the song.

I straighten out my clothes with my palms and open the door. My smile vanishes when I notice a hunk with platinum blonde hair, and an earphone wire lining his neck standing right infront of me....."Who are you? oh, and What's with the white hair?" i casually ask him, and he raises an eyebrow as if he was expecting me to mess up that whole sentence by stuttering, but he does have a smirk appearing half way on his face.

"Boy, You do love asking questions" he flips his hair and continues "I'm a boy that decided to bleach his hair." halfway rolling my eyes, i keep my patience "And apparently a clown with a part- time job of a comedian. Now get real or shoo"

He goes me a grim look "Well, if you REALLY want to know, I'm Sebastian, guy next door, who is really annoyed by your song selection."

I make a duck face and pucker my lips while saying the three words that makes people back off, "I don't care." with irony in his voice he tells me "Playing the song "Cool For The Summer" gave away the impression of getting layed, all you had to do was ask."

My whole face starts getting lukewarm "And you obviously wronged your mother when she gave you the name Sebastian, and FYI, ITS JUST A FLIPPING SONG. If you want girls giving you hints bout getting layed, go to the easy clues like the ones on the streets. I bet they're cooking up something real nice for guys like you"

Sebastian's jaw tightens. "Go to the bathroom before you decide to piss on someone else, and no. My mom loves me dearly. I have a little sister sleeping and YOU can really put on a show, but being new here and already disturbing peace....such a good image. So I applaud you for being such an idiot."

Ouch. That really did sting. "I'll think about it." I slam the door right in his face, and think about new personalities I should try on that involves the word  -shudders-   nice.

Waking up hazily, I stare at my hand that's holding another hand, and look up to see Julia. "W-what happened" My voice wheezes trying to find stability. "Emma and Lily happened, you should try taking my alternative word on something before you turn your back on me" I cough/ laugh about to reply, but she stops me. "all you can do for now is rest, but i swear to you and the loyalty of our friendship that we'll get those two-faced fools back" feeling the determination in her voice, I lay back and forget all the problems i'm facing, and sleep.