My Crazy Life in junior high

Chapter 10 - Mistakes

*** December ***

Simula ng araw na sinaktan ako ni stephanie wala

Na kong nagawang tama lahat ng ginawa kong desicion palya pano kasi minahal ko sya ng sobra and hangang ngayon sya lagi na sa isip ko im trying to move on but its so hard pati yung mga quizes and test ko nag baba an kasi i cant think straight and

Lagi akong nag zo zone out sa class wala na kong nagawang matino. FCK!!!! Pano banaman kasi first love. Hindi ko kayang hindi sya kausapin pero anong magagawa ko sya laman ng utak ko sya lagi nakikita ko. everywhere i go lagi ko syang nakikita and kahit na anong galit ko hindi ko kayang mag tanim ng galit sakanya kaya hindi ko parin sya maalis sa utak ko. An sakit sobra pero ayos lng kaya ko there's always tomorow diba? Yun sabi nila sakin and ill hold on to that na lng.

** January **

Wow another year pass ang bilis hangang ngayon di parin ako maka move on kahit na sinasabi ko kana tiffany nawala nako pake kay stephanie pero hindi yun ang sinasabe ng puso ko ang sakit parin wala na kong magawa kundi mag fake smile and just let it go pero na meet ko ulit yung friend kong c makayla and i felt great everytime im with her and i used her as my steping ladder to move on

** FEW MONTHS LATER **

I stopped thinking about stephanie and i dont know what happen but im totally in love with makayla and all i do is for her i kept smiling giving her compliment trying to get close to her

** NEXT MORNING **

This day was a mess makayla was totally in the bad mood and she kept shouting at me

"I already know that i want u to explain it." Pasigaw nitong sinabi

"OK tatry ko" tugon ko sakanya

"c hindi mo rin pala alam ehh." Bulyaw nanaman ni makayla

Hindi ko alam ang nang yari pero bigla ko sya na sigawan, at hindi niya ko kinausap tinanong ko ang kaibigan nito c alina

"It'll just take a few days pa bayaan mo muna sya" sabi nito

Nasa isip ko na siguro tama yun pero idk still kasi i was really in to her na i cant stand her ignoring me so the next day i bought a chocolate in seven eleven which made me miss my bus so i had to walk on a freezing morning early in the morning cuz of b-ball practice. I swear i cant bearly move my legs when i got to school i though they frozen to the ground.

** Before School **

"Makayla stop ignoring me." I said

"Eto ohh im really sorry" dag dag ko pa

She ignores me and walked away...

Im so desperate na i ask tiffany to give it to her in the end she still didnt accept it and i was sad

*** FEW MONTHS LATER ***

Hindi na nga talaga ko kinausap ni makayla kaso may feeling parin ako sakanya then finally meron kaming activity in ms. Machado na gumawa ng paper bag and were gonna sell it to her (shes paying us fake money) and the money u earn is what ur going to budget for ur family(by family she means group of classmates ur gonna be partner up with and stands as ur family) so in our class ive been partner up with whitey,makayla,and alina

All 4 of us started making stuff and the total of the money we earned is like 500 but whitey took some money from miss machado.Which she allowed because in real life u can steal money so our total became 1300.

"good job." Sabi ko sakanya

"Thx" sabi ni whitey

For the first time makayla finally talked to me

"wow how about us ur not proud of us" she said

"kayo din of course" sabi ko

** END OF THE DAY **

Wow sa totoo lng ngayon ko lng na realize na naging panakip butas ko lng c makayla and hindi ko talaga sya minahal maybe as a friend lng talaga nung year na to lahat ng mess up na gawa ko hindi lng c Makayla ang naging panakip butas ko sa sobrang laki ng butas na iniwan sakin ni stephanie kulang pa si makayla para matakpan ito

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