Heaven's Gift

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Heaven's Gift

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I have known you for forever now,

To only understand you the day before.

You were bitter,

You were sweet.

You embraced my wrists,

You kissed my scars.

I knew how to create you,

I knew how to conjure you.

You were beautiful,

You were ugly.

But I don’t know,

No I don’t know.

Why do I love you?

Why do I need you?

Are you a heaven’s gift?

Are you a heaven’s curse?

I am tangled,

I am tortured.

But when it comes to you,

It all ends with a smile.

When I endure it,

Hurting myself,

I will endure them,

Hurting me as well.

Pain, self inflicted one,

is a beautiful creature.

I am addicted to it,

to the controlling sense I get.

I do love you,

I do need you.

One day,

You will be my end.

But then,

I won’t be alone.

You will be embracing me,

Holding me high.

To die,

To breathe the last.

I see you innocent,

I see you guilty!

Pain, Are you a heaven’s gift?

Or a heaven’s curse?

May be one,

 Maybe both.

I’m entangled,

I’m in pain.

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