His Sister..

chapter 5

Aliyah and I are both done getting ready I even straightened my hair which is super long and shawn still isn't done
I swear he's worse than the both of us combined

Finally after we both finish eating he runs downstairs with our backpacks and phones in hand he hands me my phone and my backpack

"Oh here babe it's a bit cold outside so im giving you this."

He smiles handing me his obey hoodie

Mmmmmm smells like him

He kisses my forehead before grabbing his keys and walking out of the door to start the car

"He is such a good boyfriend." Aliyah looks to me and smiles

I nod because he really is

He cares so much about me and even though im broken he's trying to fix me as best he can

About 15 minutes of waiting because shawn was on his phone.....like always

We all were getting in the car and heading to school

Shawn and I were juniors and aliyah is a freshman which is easier to carpool since we all go to the same school

Shawn held my hand the whole way there and when we got out to walk into school I had his hoodie on and he had my hand aliyah walked beside us

I heard Chelsea and I looked up to see matthew,cameron and Jason ......fuck

"MADISON WHAT THE FUCK WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!?" Matthew was in my face

"Away from you because clearly you can't watch your friends when they're at my house." I say backing away shawn is clenching his other free hand and gripping harder on my other hand

"Well your the one who fucked my friend.." He said looking at me with discust

"Ohhhh that's what he told you of course because he was to scared to tell you the real story." I said looking at jason

"What the hell are you taking about?!?!" Matthew says pissed off clearly

"Matthew I didn't have sex with jason." I say

Matthew looks at jason and then at me again

"Ask him yourself because I don't wanna talk about it." I say walking away matt grabs my free arm and grips it tight

"Don't you walk away from me tell me what happened." He says

Shawn is trying so hard to hold back

"JASON RAPED ME MATTHEW IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR? HUH......GREAT EVERYONE KNOWS NOW. IT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU WERE SOBER AND WATCHING THEM LIKE A GOOD BROTHER BUT NO....shawn saved me......"
I say tears flowing from my eyes I look at jaso who's obviously giving me a death glare

"I SWEAR IF YOU TRY ANYTHING I WILL BREAK YOUR FUCKING FACE?!?!" I yell pointing to him

Cameron was looking at the ground matthew just stood there

I turn to shawn as he pulls me into the school without looking back aliyah grabs my free hand and kisses it "you are so strong and I love you." She says hugging me and walking to her mandatory class

Shawn grabs me and just holds me "Im very proud of you madds for standing up to matt and jason." He says kissing my cheek I give him a slight smile as we continue walking down the hallway and heading to class

**skipppp

Its lunchtime which means this is the last class of the day thank god

Shawn met up with me in the hallway after my class and we walked lunch together hand in hand

Chelsea was sitting with matthew and all them wtf

"Chelsea c'mon you gonna sit with us?" I ask her while setting my stuff down at out table

She shakes her head and I just turn around I'm pretty pissed off rn because she doesn't seem like she cares about what happend anymore

Shawn and I just sat there together he could tell I was hurt and clearly pissed he kissed my cheek and picked me up cauzing me to start laughing

"What are you doing shawn?" I ask

"I am taking you on a lunch date because these people suck." He laughs setting me down and grabbing our things

I grab his hand as we start walking out of the lunchroom I look back to see all eyes on me and I just turn around

Jason's pov

That bitch deserves what's about to come to her and I'm gonna beat her ass up...no one is gonna stop me

Shawn got in my way the other night and I'm not letting that happen again.....not on my fucking watch

**5 months later

Shawns pov

I have to tell her.....but i don't want to break her heart

I got a call from this guy bart bordelon and he wants me to go to this thing called magcon

He asked me,matthew, carter,nash,cameron, hayes jack and jack and a few other viners

I'm gonna be on the road for 5 weeks and they told me I couldn't I can't take her to this one it just breaks my heart

We are just laying there looking at the ceiling

I mean this is a time to tell her...

"Madison...?" I sit up and look into her crystal blue eyes

She smiles at me

"Yeah baby?" She asks propping herself up

"So...I got invited to this 5 week long trip for a group called magcon it's me,matthew,cameron,nash,hayes,carter a lot of other guys. And they told me that I won't be able to take you with me."

At this point she's crying because that means she's alone now her and matt are on good terms but she is usually always at my house to get away because her mom is never home

"Wow....shawn this is really big I'm proud of you." She says wiping her eyes I pull her in for a hug and I hold her tight
We just sit there in awkward silence for a while and she d
Stands up grabbing her backpack and her phone

"Wait where are you going babe?" I ask her as she starts looking at the ground

"Uhm I'm gonna go home." She chokes kissing me and turning to the door

"Don't go." I plead getting out of bed and grabbing her waist

She looks up and she's crying I can tell she's hurting

"I can't accept the fact that I'm gonna be alone without you and my brother for 5 weeks.....how long have you known you were leaving shawn??" She asks looking me in the eyes

"A week or so im leaving in a few days.." I say looking at her

She nods biting her lip crying even more

"I can't do this right now I gotta go home for a few I need to think ok....I love you." She says kissing me and walking out of my room ..... down my stairs and out if my house

I run to my window to see her cup her face as she starts to bawl into her hands

I am the worst boyfriend ever.....maybe I shouldn't go