Why am I still here

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    Heyy I'm Jordan and I'm 17 yrs old,mostly known as the bad ass lil girl from across the street with a daughter cause that's all i hear when i get home from work and school......

I just sat back in my room thinking about all the bullshyt that's been happening to me in the last year or two and it's rlly been hell for me....   

1). My mawmaw died in April....

2). I had a baby girl named Mia and she's 1 yrs old now

3). My father just left me....

4). Everyone don't realize I'm here....

5). My moms always throws old shyt in my face like its coo or sum is supposed to change.....

6). My teachers always claiming sum

7). Most of my friends are gone cause of the path i chose....

I feel disowned, like i don't belong here or something which i don't blame them ..... Who would want a child that smokes weed daily,had sex and had a baby girl, and plus has a grown man texting her phone every now and then just for sex......

All i do is go to school get good grades come home to Mia and take care of her faithfully then hear a whole bunch of bullshyt about me having a child at a young age then go to work which is as a stripper late nights at a club called  Daily's money club.....

I bring at least 2g's home a night so nobody shouldn't complain .... I'm making my own cash so i don't give a fuck about what anybody else thinks as long as my daughter got a roof over her head,food to eat and clothes on her back i can't ask for nothing else......

Its like my whole life is surrounded by the bullshyt which i cant take anymore,so ima have to make a move and get tf out of here ..... Fast or something else is going to happen to me that i can't bare or live with.....

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How i do?!

That's sad asf...

Poor Jordan

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