is it just me

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                    Next Morning

    I was woken up by Mia crying wanting something to eat so i got up shuffling my feet on the floor,but also trying to hurry up cause if my ma heard her crying she would go off on me just for her crying like its normal she's supposed to cry dumb ass,but she don't think like i do or she would understand half of the shyt i do.....

I walked over to her bed and picked her up walking downstairs into the kitchen to give her some food and then made me some after i finished hers and gave it to her.....

She said .....

Thank you mommy

I gave her a kiss on her forehead and told her ... Your welcome princess ....

After we both ate i got her dressed and i did to because we was going to have a mommy and daughter day today since i didn't feel like going to school today so i just skipped.....

While i was cleaning up the kitchen my moms walked talking shyt as usual.....

Moms: what tf did u cook for dat lil girl jordan......

I just cooked her some pancakes, eggs,sausage,toast and a orange juice ma.....

She looked at me like i was doin sum wrong which i rlly  wasn't ... Just because i made my daughter something to eat she gonna trip like chill tf out cause I'm the one that bought it so without my money coming every night she won't have shyt......

This is why I'm planning on moving out of New Orleans cause mf's don't kno how to respect a mf and what I'm doing for my daughter like where did i possibly go wrong at .....

Yeah I kno i shouldn't have had a daughter at a young age,but i did and i can't take it back even if i tried which i would NEVER EVER in life would trade or put my daughter in a bad position and make her feel bad.....

I just wish her father was her for her more often... .. I kno y'all like this bitch is so mf dumb and stupid,but at the end of the day he left me when i was pregnant so i just let him do him and if he wanted to come see his daughter he could no problem just don't come at me with that daddy of the year shyt like no niggah......

Anyways i kno y'all like who tf is her dad and no its not August Alsina.... I wish,but its not ..... His name is Nathanial and he was my elementary crush and half of high school until i was invited to one of his parties and we talked laughed, joked around a lil bit and got high, then i guess we was in our feelings so we fucked.....

I just felt miserable about it and that my daughter is gonna have to live without a father figure in her life,but i grew out of that shyt and i just said fuvk it an left it at that..... The first time i told my mom i was pregnant she slapped me and told my father and then he didn't speak to me at all ever since that day......

Like i said i don't give a fuvk what y'all thinking about me,but just don't touch me cause i will most certainly fuck yo life up.... ESPECIALLY if its about my daughter.....

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Dayummm

Dats a lot of bs

Is her dad wrong?!

Should Mia get to see her dad?!

Whats wrong wit Jordan mom?!

Does Jordan need help with Mia?!

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