Walk

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Emilia's outfit above

Emilia~
I have the power to hide my cuts and bruises without actually cover them with clothing... I'm happy that I've known this for a while because I don't really have a lot of long clothing...at all.

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  I was in fourth period (ball dancing class..E.W.) when I just walked out. I just didn't care at alllll. I went to the class Ben was currently in (chemistry) and saw a girl with blue hair talking to Doug. I walked in "and what are you doing here ms. Emilia?" Mr. N asked me (sorry but I'm just gonna make up names of the teachers) "Mrs. Lidia asked me to come get Ben because she needs him for something." I plainly lied. The whole class stared at him. "Ben, you may go." Mr. N told him. As soon as me and Ben went out into the hallway I asked him "Who's the girl with the blue-ish hair?" And I started feeling dizzy. "She's a new student from the isle." He answered. I had to stop while he kept on walking. I fell to my knees and he turned around. "Emilia are you okay?" He asked me clearly worried. Everything was blurry until I blacked out.
When I pass out, I can't hide my cuts....or anything really. I saw myself outside of my body (yes I'm still alive -_-) and saw the look on his face when he saw them. He looked like he wanted to cry because I'm like a sister he never had to him. He carried me to my dorm and waited for me to wake up. I decided I wanted to go back in my body but I won't wake up just yet. All of a sudden, I had these visions of a purple haired girl, the blue haired girl from earlier, a guy with long hair, and a guy who had white streaks in most of his hair. And can I just say...he. Is. Cute. Then I had another vision of the purple haired girl giving a cookie to Ben and him acting all lovey dovey after a minute. Then I had  a n o t h e r v i s i o n 
That Ben was treating me like his sister and when I looked at the ground, he lifted my chin up and an image of the cute guy doing the exact same thing. I slowly opened my eyes to see that Ben was covering his face while he was silently crying. I took this chance to hide my cuts and bruises. Once I did that I groaned and turned around in the bed. I sensed his eyes staring at me. He slowly approached the bed and layed down with me. "Emilia..what was on your arm?" He asked me. He sounded so broken.

"I cut, Ben"

I felt him crying on my shoulder from behind but I just let him.

After about an hour later we stopped crying.
"So about that girl..." He started talking. "Her name is evie. She's new here and so are her friends. Their names are mal, jay, and Carlos. Carlos has some white hair, jay has long hair, and mal has purple hair." He finished. "Can I meet them?" I asked mostly because I want to see Carlos. "Sure, let's go right now"

I got dressed (outfit above) to meet them. We were gonna meet up in the cafe where every Friday night, is a night when you sing a song that is about something that happened to you, how you feel, one that describes you, or just a plain random one. Once we enter I immediately see them. Mal and evie look stylish but kind, ew. I also saw my crew there. I walked over to them and told them what me and Ben were gonna do. "So you must be mal, right?" I ask 'mal' "who wants to know?" She said back. I rolled my eyes "um nobody I asked you for no fucking reason, I wanna know." I snapped. Honestly I am NOT in the mood for Mrs. Smart ass. "Okay, yes I'm mal" she finally answered. I rolled my eyes and turned around to my crew "How 'bout I finally sing just this one night?" I asked them. They all nodded yes really and I mean really quickly. Ben came up to me and pat me on the shoulder. I felt a pair of eyes on me and when I turn around I saw Carlos. I went up stage "I'm gonna sing 'mad hatter' by Melanie Martinez. Plus it's basically about one of my parents." Mostly because the mad hatter was my dad.

"My friends don't walk, they run
Skinny dip in rabbit holes for fun
Popping, popping balloons with guns, getting high off helium
We paint white roses red,
Each shade from a different person's head
This dream, dream is a killer
Getting drunk with a blue caterpillar

I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are

Where is my prescription?
Doctor, doctor please listen
My brain is scattered
You can be Alice,
I'll be the mad hatter.

I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are

You think I'm crazy, you think I'm gone
So what if I'm crazy? All the best people are
And I think you're crazy too, I know you're gone
That's probably the reason that we get along

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are..."

As soon as I was done I saw that everybody was staring at me with their jaws dropped to the floor. Especially my crew, Carlos, and Ben. Since I almost never sing, I guess they didn't expect that.

They never do.