The Black Rose

Ch. 3 Dad

Ch. 3

Dad

Mom's POV

I looked down at my daughter in the hospital. The clouds surronding me. I zoomed in on the hospital and looked in. I was at the "Look Out".

A place in Heaven where you can look at your loved ones. The sky was like a iPad. You just scroll and zoom. It was amazing what advances tecnology has made in Heaven that it hasnt on Earth.

I looked down to my daughter, Macy's, bed. The poor thing. My heart started to sink and soon tears were rolling down my face. I was sobbing and sobbing, my heart was pounding like a big drum, it hurt every time it beat.

As i cried i saw my mother put her arm around me and craddle me like an infant. She held me and shushed me, until i stopped.

"There, there. Baby. Macy's gonna be okie, and so is Talya. There both gonna be fine honey." she said in a soothing tone.

My mother had passed away not to long ago. She had a stroke and was in a comma when she died. That was the day I lost hope, the day i found out my husband was cheating.

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"Honey, where are you going?" i asked wondering where he's going so late?

"George's." he put on his sweater and opened the door.

"Honey...." my face distorted and confused. George his best friend of 15 years was visiting his parents in D.C. "George isnt home."

Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. His face started to turn red with anger. He looked as if he wanted to really kill me. I stepped back a few steps. I was scared i had never see him this angry before. He looked at me with intense hatred. "Now listen. Cheryl. Your right. George isnt home. Im going over to see George's wife. -" he then opened the hall closet door, pulled out an already packed suit case, that had a strong reak to it. "Good bye Cheryl." the way he said my name was horrid. He said it was if it was a curse or a burden.

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I cried and cried until i ran out of liquid in my body. My face was swollen. "Mom." i said in between sniffles. She just shushed me and craddled me again. I felt helpless like a baby in her mother's arms.

After a little i calmed down. I washed my face and sat and looked at my baby in the hosptial. Mom had gone home, she said she'd see me tomorrow. I started at Macy, lay there. Out cold. I shuttered.

Her father also had a weed addiction.

I thought he quit years ago.

That was another lie he told me.

Must of gave some to our beautiful angel when i passed. I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. I should of protected Macy from him. But, im on a cloud. I cant do anything.

Once i was gone, Max was her only living releative.

I must never forgive myself for this. This this-

Just then Martin, the owner came up to me, "Sorry Cheryl. Clossing time." he said. I turned my head around to see that the sun was setting and it looked around 6:00 o' clock. I sighed, said thank you and walked out.

I arrvied at my house.

Talya probaly called me.

I walked in and checked the answering machine.

Nothing. I frowned at that. Then tears started to well up in my eyes.

Again i was unable to protect my daughter. She died because of me. And is now in Hell because of me. The devil tricked her.

Tears trickled down my face.

He tricked the poor 8 year old girl.

She was lost. And he killed her. Stole her spirt. She doesnt believe in god anymore since he stole her spirt. So she cant escape to Heaven. She cant escape to me.

I should be the one down their! Not HER!! i screamed and pounded my fist into my marble counter top.

What kind of parent am I? I killed myself and my daughter. My husband cheated on me and influnsed my oldest girl to use drugs. Now she lay in a cold white room full of scary men with needles. I shivered at the thought and some how climbed into my bed, i had no strength to change my clothes. So i sleep with them on.

I cried, as i thought to myself; Im such a bad mother, if only i could have a redo, i miss them so much!

I woke up the next morning to a bloated swelled face. I had tears dried up on my face.

I washed myself and walked up to the "Look Out". As i got there i planted myself on my chair and scrolled through. I am always the first person here. I finally saw Macy's room.

What the?

Why is he doing there -

Oh NO!

My heart was racing and i shot up as fast a heart beat. I ran out of the "Look Out" and headed straight to the church. I didnt even look back.

He was going to kill Macy.

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