-Luke-
As we chit chatted about our lives, Yssa got in the scene.
"Lucas Chase Patterson! I h-- Oh sorry, I'm Alyssa, Yssa for short," she looked at me "this guy's twin"
Each and every one were staring at her as if she was a goddess *ahem*
I couldn't blame them. She had blonde hair and blue eyes, like me, and she was absolutely gorgeous.
I saw Lawrence flirting with her.
"I'm sorry but I'm not interested in love" Yssa says defensively
"Luke, have you ever been in love?" Cat asks
"Well, once" I say honestly
"Who?"
"With that what now?" I asked
"Who?"
"Oh, Alysha Violet Miller. The prettiest girl I've seen" I answered almost too quickly, resulting for her to gasp
"Oh my gosh!" Cat
"Why?!" I asked
"She's my cousin, mom's side!"
Wtf?! It's such a small world.
"You, have you ever been in love?" I ask
"Once"
"Once?" I reapeat
"You heard me. Once" she says
Cat. She was... mysterious.
-Cat-
Luke and Yssa got going so that they'll have fam time.
Avril, Jade, Lawrence, and Bryle went home as well.
Margo went to run errands.
It leaves me, Skylar, JD, and Tyler.
"Skylar, what sport do you play?" Tyler asks
"Basketball" Skylar says proudly
"Oohhh, join the team dude" JD suggested.
"Hahaha sure!"
We talked a lot more until we went home.
I walked straight into my bedroom grabbing my journal and wrote.
July 25, 2015
If I tried to clean up would I end up clean? Or end up as a mess?
I see myself as a huge failure.
By the time I was getting better, the time I thought I could find happiness... was when I got slapped back to reality.
Awakened that 'nerds' don't fit the wildlife a.k.a High School.
It's not quite a clichè for a nerd but, I hate school. I hate people's intentional bullying. That's why.
I sick of it. It's !#%&*!# pathetic.
I'm shitting tired of their teasing.
I live a life full of unexpected things.
Craziness to be exact.
But being crazy was who I am. It's what I am made of.
I built walls hard as stone. Until he crushed it.
Now, I'm building up walls that no one will be able to break.
As for now, all I have to do is be happy and enjoy my circle of friends... and the wildlife.
Well, I'm forgetting you and opening up new oppurtunities. Open a new chapter. Move on.
I won't make you the reasons behind these tears. No, not ever, NEVER again.
I will never commit that mistake ever again.
Right at this point, I promise to be happy. Always. That's what I need to be, right?
xCatherine
I removed my glasses and did the only thing that was on my mind: Cry.
I began to cry a bucket of tears.
As what I learned: "Cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."
This is what I was doing. Crying a river of tears. Soon I'll be building a bridge, and the next thing I know, I'll be getting over it.
I layed on my bed hugging my pillow making it wet.
I didn't care about anything. All I knew to do is to cry.
I cried some more and decided to drift off in a deep, deep, slumber.
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The saying: "Cry a river, build a bridge, get over it" was made by one of my bookworm friends! All credits to Laine. Anyway, if you're gonna use that saying credit her AND me, idk her username here on watty, just use her name 'Laine'.
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