I miss her, it has been just yesterday but i miss her so much. i miss her hands around my waist and the amazing smell of her hair. Her hugs, they are the best part about her, they are long and warm. I shouldn't fall in love lke this, this is wrong. It's to late to fell in love here. A month and I will leave this place forever, so what is the point of all of this? nothing, there is not a point. It is just my brain who made me do this. Why I started to see her like this? It is just insane. I'm insane. I tried to say to myself that I shouldn't fell in love. It worked. It worked for a couple of day, and then it happened. That hug lasted longer than what usually is, and we were dancing on that love song. I know that was the moment when i fucked up everything. It's to late to try to forget her, I'm seriously in love. What ill happen now? I have no idea. I will not see her until new years eve, if everything works. I'm not even sure of this. If we won't do the party for that thay I will se her after the break. There will be just one week of school, and then everything is fucked.
This sucks.
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ДуховныеThis are all my thoghts. they're probably written while i was laying in my bad feeling bad, because no ona wants to write about happiness, there is not so much to say about it. So, this, basically describe my sadness.
