Must have been love

Chapter 17

Ian's pov

Me and Anthony were just sitting talking about anything when I thought to myself.

When are you going to ask him out.

I needed to do it soon other wise the date might end. I mean he must like me as he did agree to go on this date with me.

He did know it was a date right?

Well even if he didn't he could've suggested it as its two blokes going for a picnic in a park so yeah pretty obvious.

I let him talk for a while before coming out with the question.

I didn't want to ruin our friend ship by asking him a stupid question.

Maybe he knew i was going to ask it.

Maybe not.

All I knew is I had to tell him.

He might not even know that I'm gay.

First I had to tell him that.

Hey AnthonyidontknowifyouknowthisbutobviouslyI'mgayandallbutIjustwantedtotellyousoyouknew..." I said extremely fast.

"Woah woah woah Ian slow down I can't understand what your trying to say." He replied

"Oh it doesn't matter sorry for speaking really fast I got nervous." I said honestly.

Oh crap now he must think I'm weird. I should've just told him what I said but slower.

Instead I was an idiot and said it didn't matter. Of course it matter. I wouldn't of said it if it didn't matter.

I'm so stupid.

I noticed that he was looking at me weirdly. As soon as I looked back he turned his head.

Was he thinking about me?

No he couldn't of. If he was it would of only been about how strange I am.

I started thinking a lot and decided I needed to tell him.

"Anthony I really l-like you so w-will you go out on a d-date a proper date with me?" I blurted out.