You mean too much to me | A Zalfie FanFic

Zoe

I never seem to fit into the crowed at school. I am usually smacked or verbally hurt. My brother, Joe, would try to defend for me if he knew, so I try to hide, spend more time in the girls toilets or behind the bins. I hate school and even worse whenever someone new joins the school they try to legit avoid me. It could be my looks. It could be my hair or personality or just everything. These thoughts go around my head every day every night every hour of every minute. Today was another day. Another day? I hear you ask, I mean another day of dread of being hurt actually another whole week even worse a new boy. I have just moved to secondary and bullies are a lot more common here. Sometimes I feel I just want to kill myself. I have a knife in my en-suite bathroom for my bath bombs. It's normally used to slice the skin of my wrists. Joe and my parents are always trying to get me to open up to them about school but I'm threatend to keep quite. I slipped out of bed and switched my alarm off I grabbed my freshly washed school gear and stumbled into my bathroom to take a shower. I got out the shower and dried myself of. Then I got dressed into my gear and dried my hair. After drying it I simply turned it into a fishtale. I got my bag ready and walked downstairs to grab a quick brunch bar while catching the bus. I can see them at the back if the bus waiting for me. With a new kid. :(
I sat near to the front of the bus and pulled out my phone. My secret blog. I read through my latest blog again and again until we stopped of at school. I jumped of and speed walked around the corner truing to get away from them. Unlucky. The boys trapped me in a corner calling my a slut, bitch and other various words. Then they repeated there usual threat telling me I'd I dare tell they will hurt me even more.