Maybe It Shouldn't Be Perfect

Introduction

Being 16 years old in a world like this is sort of hell. You can have anything thrown at you within seconds.

You could also have something one second and nothing the next, but yet again isn't that with everyone.

Maybe we are supposed to meet certain people and they are meant to run a second later...

But then again you could be the running away, and maybe you was never meant to meet them, and some kind of time fuck up happened.

Then again I could be lying, and my imagination could be eating at me.

Well done they think you're a freak.
Keep it real.

I should tell you my adventures and how much I fucked up. With I'll make sure you all learn from my mistakes and errors.

I'm basically giving you a guide in what not to do in life.

You'll sort of thank me later....

Maybe they think you're a complete slut right now. Daym you've said too much and it's the introduction. We still need to give the beginning part of your life first.

Continuing...

So having to lie to someone you care about the most sort of kills but I'd rather comfort them with a lie than hurt them with the truth. With that when the times right I would tell them the truth. Which in fact is what I end up doing because I'm not very good at lying.

If I say 'I love you' or 'I care about you'. Then I generally mean it. Promise from me!

And with this sort of kindness, I would seem easy to get along with.

In fact it's the complete opposite and it's fucking amazing how a bitch like me had such a long relationship once upon a time and how I almost had a fuck up life. Thankfully I got away just about (!)

#Spoiler alert

To be honest I have a sort of nightmare which eats me during the night and I end up feeling so drained after it I end up crying but I can't even cry because I'm so tired.

Should I?

Maybe, I'm sort of insane for actually wanting a happy ending with a beginning like mine.

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Just a small intro, keeping most of the details for future chapters.
I haven't proof read or anything along those lines so apologies in advance.

I'll update every other day❤

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