Maybe It Shouldn't Be Perfect

Part One Of Many

I never underestimated the people who I care about but when they just annoy you to the point you can't take. You become a totally different person.

You also become really evil and take all your anger out on people who you love.
But they shouldn't have to make you that angry in the first place

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My mum is someone who has been through a lot someone who I would call my heroine but at the same time wouldn't ever want to be just like her because she's done the most worse of things a person can do.

Now this can sound a little but fetch but I promise don't get the wrong idea. She hasn't killed anyone.

But honestly my mum is a strong person and she's hit rock bottom and picked herself up. She's done everything she possible could to make sure I had a home and a warm bed to sleep in lets not forget fresh water and food.

My mother is someone who has fought for everything she's believed in and I'm proud of her and I'm proud to be her daughter.

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My father is someone who hasn't always been there but his helped when he could. His fought to see me and get in contact with me. Although it may have been through the wrong way sometimes he fought to find his little girl and help her out.

My dad was never the best of people may have spent a few days behind bars when he was younger, taken the wrong road.

But he managed to be an amazing parent to me when my mother wasn't there and he still provided for his little princess his only daughter.

My dad was someone who is tight with money but does it for the sake of his kids.
He loves his two children dearly and would protect them with his life.

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How my parents met I will never know the fact that they created me out of the love they had when I was younger is amazing the fact that I was crafted from a relationship that was once so strong amazes me. Because me as a person would never be able to do that.

Btw I am the only child from my mother and father that's a long complicated future story to tell.

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Maybe one day I'll be able to get married and have children but at the moment in time I don't see that as an option in my future. I feel like I need to explore the world in much more detail and not be stranded down by a man and annoying little babies everywhere.

That just isn't me.

I'm someone who would want to travel the world see the 7 wonders and explore cultures and anything else I come across. I would love to taste the spice of Asia and the heat of the Caribbean.

I'd love to travel the world during a gap year in university and go with a friend and see anything and not have a worry in the world.

But it's never that simple there's always a fuck up. Something always leaves or messes up breaks the whole plan.

Maybe it would have worked if I'd done something different.

To be honest I'd love to travel the world with one person only and I doubt it will ever happen because I've literally lost them.

I'm actually dying inside and I don't know what to say about it. I've never been so stubborn in my life before and I messed up this one thing and I'm literally broke.

I've also fallen apart....

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