•Tronnor Oneshots•

Dear Troye

dear Troye

Dear Troye,
Today I met you for the first time. It was in the coffee shop down the road  from my apartment and it was early. We were the only people in there aside from the waitress and you sat in the corner on your own, watching the world go by, a steaming mug of something in your hand.
I think it was your eyes that caught my attention first. You looked around when I walked in and the bell above the door sounded and I couldn't help but stop and stare. They are blue like the deepest ocean and for a second I was a deep sea diver. I think I stared for too long because you blushed and I had to look away.
I got my coffee and sat down. I sat close enough, only a table away despite the whole coffee shop being empty so that I could see you in more detail but not close enough for you to think I was weird.
Your hair was messy and fell in chocolate curls across your forehead in a way that made me think maybe you hadn't even brushed after getting up. Your jawline and cheekbones were prominent and made you look much more manly and mysterious. Your lips were plump and pink and were held in between your lips as you concentrated on whatever was on your laptop.
You turned to look at me after a while and a grin played at the corners of your lips.
"Take a picture,it'll last longer" you said in an accent I could not decipher and grinned, flashing perfect white teeth at me.
"My names Troye with an e at the end" you spoke, still with your eyes locked with mine.
"Connor. Connor Franta" I whispered.
You smiled and then we spoke for hours the conversation easy. It was like I had known you forever.
In the end I had to leave but you promised to call soon and I promised that next time I wouldn't stare quite so much.

~

Dear Troye,
Today I kissed you for the first time.
I've known you nearly a year and I think I've loved you since I first locked eyes with you but I was never sure you felt the same.
Today I decided I couldn't hide from my feelings anymore and so when you turned to look at me as we sat on the sofa watching a random documentary we had found on Netflix, surrounded by Indian takeaway boxes, your soft lips never looked so appealing.
So I kissed you.
It was the best kiss I've ever had. Sure, neither of us were familiar with the others lips, but you kissed back almost immediately. The kiss was so full of love in its most innocent form and when we pulled away, breathless and smiling you whispered "thank god, I've wanted to do that for so long."
Then we cuddled closer, hearts beating a little faster, smiles still plastered all over our faces and I was sure I was falling in love.

~

Dear Troye,
You told me you loved me for the first time today.
We were arguing about something silly, I think something about how messy you are, but it had escalated and we were slamming around my apartment, screaming and shouting at each other.
Tears were slipping down your cheeks, although in your rage I doubt you had noticed and my stubborn self could not see through its foggy anger to comfort you. I told you if you didn't want to be around me, stay at my place, then by all means you could walk out my life and leave.
I hadn't meant it and I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth. You sat on the sofa then and began to sob. I stood in the corner, ashamed of my words and actions.
Then you looked up and my heart dropped what felt like a million feet. Your eyes were bluer than normal, the tears making them appear glassy, although they were red rimmed. Your hair was wild on your forehead and I felt nothing but guilt looking at your face.
"I can't leave Con." You spoke so quietly I could barely hear you and just as I was about to answer you spoke again.
"I can't leave Con, because I'm fucking falling. I'm falling in love with you fucking idiot." And with that you ran to me and you kissed me.
It was unlike our first kiss, this one was filled with passion and desire.
In that moment I knew. I was falling for you too.

a/n
there will be a part two to this do not fear but idk I liked this so I hope you do.
I also wondered if any of you guys would be interested in an Instagram account just with tronnor stuff or if you think there's too many already? just an idea because I'd like to be able to talk to more of you guys?

- charl