Those blue eyes. Those biceps. That blonde perfect hair. Every girls fantasy of a perfect man was becoming real. He was charming, the way that can make you say and do anything as he pleased. He was the guy every boy wanted to be and every girl wanted to fuck. Believe me when I say that in a small town he was the king of the parties. In a small town like Roseville we had nothing to do than get drunk and have sex, something that I have never done...
"Common Selena you need to get out of the house eventually, Niall is gonna be there." She gave me those flirty eyes. A part of me was saying yes and a part of me knew I was going to regret this night. "Please for me," Lauren said batting her eyes at me. "Fine, but only for an hour" "Wow you need to learn how to have fun party pooper." Did I really say yes on going to Niall's party? Why did I say yes? I know I'm going to regret this. Just relax, everyone goes to these parties and come out fine, right?
Homecoming game after party was the party of the year, at least that's what I've heard anyways. As the captain of the football team, Niall threw all his parties at his house whenever his parents where away. I'm a senior in high school and to this day I have never been to a party like this ever. These where the kinds of parties that everyone talked about months after they happen. Its always the same questions : who had sex with who, who threw up in the pool this year, and the most important question of all, who did Niall have sex with this year. Niall was known as the party king of Roseville High.
I can't deny that I have been crushing on Niall for a few months now, but I know I shouldn't. We have had fun conversations when we were freshman but haven't talked since. We rekindled our fire when I went to go see one of my ex's last football games, Nick. We broke up at the beginning of the football season. I found Nick under the bleachers making out with a cheerleader, Niall's girlfriend at the time, Heather. I was heartbroken and the only person that knew how I felt was Niall. We talked on the phone about our feelings and hanged out as friend together. He was such a gentlemen but in front of his friends he was the biggest jerk in the world. I didn't know that a sweet guy could be a jerk like Niall. The only time Niall would want to talk was when he was drunk, at the time I didn't mind. He was just a friend needing a friend.
"Hey Selena can I tell you something" Niall said trying to not sound as drunk as he really is.
"Yes Niall go ahead" I said not trying to laugh on how cute he was drunk.
"I wish I didn't go out with Heather and dated you instead"
Did he really mean that? Of 'course he didn't he was drunk.
"Selena I love you I'm going to bed, goodnight babe" He hanged up.
What the fuck just happened? Did he really say that he would have dated me instead of Heather... and did he just say I LOVE YOU AND CALLLED ME BABE? No he didn't mean that. I never told anyone about the conversation me and Niall had that night, not even to my best friend Lauren. Niall and I never mentioned that conversation ever again. He didn't mean it... he was drunk as always.
Lauren was driving to Niall's house while I was trying to picture what was going to happen in my head. I am going to walk casually in and say "Hi Niall, haven't seen you in a while." Wait ... no what am I saying I'm not going to do that. Just relax and say whatever comes out naturally. Yea that's the best option.
"We're here" Lauren said so excited.
"Oh great" My heart was beating louder than the music inside.
Nothing bad can happen right? As usual I was wrong.
