Wish Me Luck (watashi no kouun wo inotte kudasai.)

7. Past in Present

(JAIDEN'S P.O.V)

It's saturday today. After the incident yesterday I got so depresed, maybe I just need a walk through the park.

*brooom* 

I used my car to go to the park then Parked it on the parking lot, then I started to walk. 

" I really do care of  sam, it's not even about my studies, or the prinicipal thingy, I just, I just can't show her my true self, I really am not a bad boy, I just wanted to, uh, keep her away from me. I really do see my loves on sam's attitude " I said to myself while walking at the park. 

I saw a girl crying on a bench.  Nilapitan ko.  I sat beside her then handed her some hanky.. nagulat ako nung nakita ko yung babae. She was my Ex-girlfriend,Clarence, siya yung loves ko at yung unang  babaeng pinasakay ko sa sasakyan ko.  I noticed that she's shocked too when she saw me, but she still continued to cry. I wonder what happened.  Before all of that, everything that we had in the past came back in my mind.

*FLASHBACK*

We were in the sa campus when I was still in 2nd year highschool she was 3rd year college. She always roam around the campus with her friends, at dahil campus hearthrob ako dun it's not impossible for her to like me. Yun nga.  Age doesn't matter. 

"Preee, tingnan mo siya oh" my past classmate, Julius said to me while pointing Clarence.  

"No, I won't, believe me, she'll came running to me" I said confidently. 

Honestly, hindi talaga yan yung nagyare, mwehehe >:) eto talagaa.

"Preee, tingnan mo siya oh"  my past classmate, Julius said to me while pointing Clarence.   

Well I just nodded and get to our room, malapit na kasi magstart yung first period, but when I'm about to enter the room, nabangga niya ako with her hot coffee tumbler. Natapunan ako. 

"Ay sorry" she said. 

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"Shit" I said to her. 

"Ako na nga tong' nagpapakumbaba eh, excuse me, 3rd year college na PO ako, ikaw 2nd year highschool ka palang PO." she said.

"So what?" I said. 

"So what?! You should respect me" clarence said while she pushed me.

"okaaay PO, sorry PO" I said, Para sa ikatatahimik niya lang yan. 

"Properly" she said.

I just walked out, I don't like the feeling of being told so what to do. pfftt.

Habang tumatagal na pagaaway namin, napansin kong lagi nalang siya yung nasa isip ko, that's when love started, She's the first girl who made my heart soft. 

"Will you be my girlfriend?" nag-propose ako sakanya, sa isang huge hotel, pakana ko at ng tropa ko, besides ako rin may owner nung hotel na yun. That hotel thing is wonderful, it's like fantasy. 

"Yes! Yes!" Clarence said, and hugged me. Napaluha pa nga siya eh, Hindi siya matigil sa kaka-thank you sakin dahil sobrang effort ko daw.

1 year nang naging kami, hindi nawawala samin ang sweetness, lagi kaming magkasama, "babe" pa nga ang tawagan namin eh. Then our Anniversary came. 

"babe, sorry to tell you this, but break na tayo" I was shocked to what she just said, siya ang nagiisang babaeng gumanto sakin. 

I was speechless then I went out, may surprise pa naman sana ako sakanya.  Then I promised to myself na I wouldn't fall inlove again, siya parin talaga ang mahal ko. 

A week after our break up. I saw her at a resto with Kurt, her new boyfriend, hindi ko nga alam kung ba't niya ako pinagpalit dun eh. 

I went Inside the resto.

I bumped teh waiter with a pictcher of Ice tea infront of Kurt. 

"Hey!" Kurt said. 

"i'm sorry?"  I said that in a sarcastic way. 

I did that intentionally. 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"So what happened?" I said to her while patting her back, I still have feelings for her after what she did to me.

( CLARENCE' P.O.V)

"nagsisisi talaga akong iniwanan kita Jaiden"  tears continued to roll from my eyes. 

"But it was your decision, instead of being with me you chose kurt" Jaiden said.

"It's not what you think" I said. 

"Then should I think? What's the reason?"  Jaiden said curiously. 

(THE STORY BEHIND ALL OF THIS DRAMA OF CLARENCE)

( Clarence' P.O.V) 

"I want you to break up with Jaiden" My dad said seriously while reading a newspaper.

"But dad?!" bakit ko naman kasi kailangan makipag-break kay jaiden for no reason? 

"Don't ask why, just break with him" He said.

"But, Dad, tell me please, Why?" Okaay, ang kulit ko rin, sinabi nang wag na mahgtanong kung bakit nagtanong parin ako.

"Because, may pagkakautang kami ng mommy mo sa parents ni kurt, and Kurt wanted  you to be his girlfriend. " My dad told me. 

"Ano? ipinapambayad niyo ako? magkano bang utang niyo dun?" I said while crying. Ikaw kaya ipambayad utang ng parents mo.

"100,000, we used it to pay for your tuition for the whole simester in college, If we don't pay them, titigil ka sa pagaaral. 

"Thank you for telling me that I'm worth 100,000, Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko dad? anak niyo lang ako. Kailangan kong sumunod, this is what you want? fine. " I have nothing to do, Honor student ako, I won't give up my studies.

"I'm sorry clarence, this is the only way. " My dad said. 

Then i broke up with Jaiden

(END OF CLARENCE' STORY)

"Nasasakal ako being girlfriend ni kurt. Kontrolado niya na kasi buong buhay ko. Hanggat sa di ko na natiis, Iniwanan ko siya after 2 months, ok lang na tumigil ako sa pagaaral.  My parents tried many jos bacause of their debt.  Nagkasakit yung daddy ko dahil kung ano anong trabaho na ang pinasukan niya para lang bayaran yung utang, good news is bayad na ang utang, bad news is kamamatay lang ng dad ko yesterday" I said to jaiden. 

"THIS IS ALL MY FAULT" I said because I'm feeling guilty, then Jaiden let me rest my head on his shoulder while I was crying.

"You know what, I'm sorry for what I've said earlier" Jaiden said to me. The Jaiden comforted me with a hug.

(SAM'S P.O.V) 

I took a walk on the park to refreshen my mind, I like open space, I can breathe easily. 

Then I saw someone-----

"Now who's flirting now? Jaiden? First time ko ata siyang nakitang may kasamang babae"  I said to myself.  

-----Ngayon nalaman niyo narin kung sino yung loves na tinutukoy ni jaiden sa ibang chapters.okaaay, abangan ang susunod na chapters. Yan lang sa ngayon :))) ---------------