Princess {{Niall Horan FanFiction}}//Completed

Chapter 10 - Happy Thoughts

{{6 weeks later}}

Serenity's POV

Today is my first day of treatment and I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasn't scared. I didn't know what too expect but with Niall by my side I knew in my heart that everything should go smoothly.

I got myself out of bed and switched on my phone before Ollie ran downstairs too greet me. He'd never been a good brother too me I guess he always hated me because I was step too him. My Mum and his Dad where together and he'd never liked my Mum because he thought his Mum and his Dad where meant for each other.

"Look," he began, placing his hands on my shoulders and looking deeply into my eyes. "I know I've never been a proper brother figure too you but that wasn't my choice. I just want you too know if that Niall ever hurts you. I'm here. You're so brave Serenity and I'm proud of you, I l-love you." his words touched me, a tear strolled down my cheek. I hugged him tightly, this was the first time he'd ever been nice too me and I didn't want too let it slip away. He kissed my forehead and we cried.

"You will defeat this Leukaemia, you will win Serenity. I promise." he whispered in my ear as we both dropped too the floor sobbing. The whole prospect of the disease hit me, this was real and this was going too happen and I couldn't do anything about them. I was going too kill this, I knew in my heart I had too, for Niall, Ollie, Sophie and my family.

A few hours later there was a knock on the door. Everyone had arrived: Niall, Sophie, Harry, Perrie, Zayn, Eleanor, Louis, Danielle and Liam. Niall's eye were red and puffy the bags under his eyes were black and I couldn't help but feel bad because I made him look like that. He ran up to me from behind everyone and picked me up as I crossed my legs behind his back. He rested his head on my shoulder and sobbed.

Everyone else realised what was happening and walked into the living room. I could hear them all sit down, everyone was so quite. Niall put me down and looked at me, tears streaming down his face.

"Babe, I'm fine. This has happened for a reason and I don't want you being upset silly!" I took hold of his chin as he looked up too see me. He pressed his lips onto me, I suddenly began too feel better. His scent made me happy and swoon it was weird. He put his arms around my waist as I put mine around his neck.

"I'm never leaving your side princess." he told me looking me straight into my eyes. He took my hold of my hand as we walked into the living room.

"Serenity!" I heard Sophie shout as she jumped off of Harry's lap and into my arms. Her eyes were also red, actually...looking around the room. Everyone's were. She pulled away and looked at me, square in the eye. She managed a weak smile. I beamed back at her. It upset me and hurt me knowing this was my fault everyone felt like this.

"Guys, please stop crying. Why cry? It's not going to make anything better, it's happened. I have Leukaemia and I can't do anything about it. Now is my time too start living not sit around and cry. Please." Everyone looked at me shocked. I needed too say that, I couldn't bare too see everyone so upset.

We heard a car beep outside of the house, we couldn't stay at mine for too long because the fans would soon be here. Everyone looked around and took hold of their partner as we quickly ran too the bus. Nobody was here but they soon would be and it was better too go now rather than later.

This was going too be everybody's longest journey of their life. Too the hospital.

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I looked down at my bare feet in the waiting room. The cold floor cooled my nervous body. I was in a white gown the hospital staff told me too wear. My hand entangled into Niall's, I could feel him shake. Everyone was sat in the waiting room in the hospital.

"Miss Serenity Jack, please." everyone gasped and looked at me. That was mine and this is my time. 

"May I bring Niall?" I asked the plump nurse who had purple hair. She smiled and nodded. Niall untangled his hand and placed his whole arm around my waist, he was so close too me. His scent wasn't as strong as it used too be. He wasn't wearing his cologne he always wore which gave me some discomfort.

The kind nurse showed us a room with a bed in it. She gestured for us too go in, we both looked at each other before entering. 

"The doctor will be with you shortly, make yourself comfy for now love! Oh and try not too worry." she told me before winking. I sat down cross legged on the bed as I looked over too Niall who was stood at the window looking out the window.

"Hm, this bed is pretty comfy," I told him. "don't you thin-"

"How?! Serenity...how? How on earth can you be so nice about this whole thing. I don't understand you, are you stupid or something? This is not a happy subject yet your happy. You are happy you got Leukaemia. What is wrong with you? Are you a freak or something." he shouted at me. His words hurt me and a tear rolled down my cheek. A single tear showed how I felt at the moment, alone.

"I...I'm not a freak or stupid. I'm just trying too make a bad subject into a good one." I told him, he put his hands in his hair and fell too the floor. He began too scream and sob. I ran over to him and put my arm around him and kissed his head.

"Serenity, I'm so sorry. I don't even know why I said that. This is too much I don't know why I did that. I'm so stupi-" he began to muffle in his hands.

"Shh, it's okay baby." I told him, as I stroked his hair. His perky irish accent was so flat it hurt me. That's when I remembered what I had brought in my travel pack. I ran over too my suitcase and pulled something out. I pulled it on as I quickly took off my hospital robe.

"Niall..." I spoke quietly. He peeled his face from his hands and looked at me, his jaw dropped. I was wearing the same white dress from the beach date. He got up from the floor and walked over too me. He put his arms around my waist and I hung mine around his shoulders as we began too move at the same time.

The sad thing was, the dress hardly fit me. I'd lost that much weight I could feel it slip on my hips every time we moved. Niall realised and moved closer too me and sang too me, the same song he always had - Irresistible.

15 minutes later I had changed back into my white robe and I was sat on my bed holding Niall's hands, both of them. We'd been sat like this for 10 minutes. I laid down as he laid on top of me, he pressed his lips on top of mine. His slid his tongue into my mouth and I slid mine in his. Our tongues moved rhythmically inside each other. He pulled away and started too stroke my cheek before standing up and siting onto the big arm chair beside me.

"Miss Serenity Jack?" I heard a male voice from outside of the room shout.

"Come in." I shouted back. Niall grabbed my hand.

"We're ready for you, we're going too be investigating your blood cells today. Unfortunately, Niall must return too the waiting room for your procedure. He will be allowed to return back to your room as well as any other guests when the treatment is over." the kind doctor told me. I nodded and smiled before turning my head to Niall, who had tears coming down from his eyes.

"She's going to be okay though isn't she doctor?" Niall asked, his blue orbs turning a slightly darker colour. The man nodded looking at Niall with a reassuring smile.

"Serenity, I'll be right here when you wake up. Think happy thoughts." I nodded at him as he kissed my lips once more time before I got rolled out of the room and down the corridor. 

"I love you Serenity!" I heard Niall shout from down the corridor. A tear escaped my eye as I was pushed into a white room with double door. This is where my journey starts.

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A/N:

I'm baaack :) Wow this is a tear jerker, no lie I had a lump in my throat when I was writing this. It's so sad too see Niall and Ollie so upset about Serenity. I hope she's okay!!!

Thank you so much for your concern about my food poisoning but i'm fine now :D Look out for tomorrow's chapter, lets hope she's okay.

Stay beautiful petals.

Abbie x