1. Kiss Me

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Natalie's POV

My hands trembled as I knocked on Zayn's door. I decided to come over to his house to tell him important news, something that could affect our future....I was pregnant! Me and my best friend Michelle went to a drug store just like 5 weeks ago to buy a pregnancy test confirming that I was pregnant. So as I knocked on Zayn's door I saw the same old cute Zayn, he had a smile on his face but it won't be there for long now.

"Hey Natalie" zayn said as he hugged me "you don't need to knock! you're always welcome in!"

"Hi Zayn I have something to tell you"  he pulled away and held me at my  arms length looking me over. I could tell what he was thinking by the look of his face.

"What's wrong?" Zayn asked wrapping his arms around my waist

I didn't know how I would tell him. Woud he be angry? Upset? Blame this on me? I just didn't know...

Zayn I'm Pregnant...

My inner voice spoke making it sound easy which it certainly was not! Should I tell him now or should I wait longer? No! I had waited 5 weeks now and Zayn had the right to know. 

I thought back to the day we made love and he impregnated me. I lost my virginity to the boy I love and had been with for 1 year and 3 months now. 

 I sat on top of his lap facing him, I was straddling Zayn. We were both in intensly making out and no one would interrupt us. It was our one year anniversary and Zayn had been immensly patient with our sex life. I wanted to wait to know if he was the right one. Of course any other girl would jump at the chance of having sex with Zayn, I mean who wouldn't? Me.

I had finally realized how much I love Zayn and had told him that I was ready. So now we were here.   I had my hands pulling on the hair at the back of his head, I pushed him closer making our kiss more fiery, Zayn groaned in my mouth. I could feel his 'buddy' rising in between my thighs, getting harder by minute as I got wetter. Zayn pulled away from the kiss and looked me deeply in the eyes "I love you so much baby" He said before unclasping my bra. "I love you t-" Before I could finish my sentence he pulled me into a another kiss, our bare chests stuck to each other as our lips moved in sync. I couldn't wait any longer, I moaned. Zayn turned us both over meaning he was now on top, he picked me up as I wrapped both my legs around his waist as he walked upstairs to his bedroom. The rest is for Zayn and I to know.

Since then Zayn and I had been doing loads of it and I haden't realized that I was pregnant. "Babe" Zayn repeats, waking me from my flashback. "Remember the other day when you wanted to tell me something but you couldn't."

'Why is Zayn asking me this, what should I do?, what should I say? suddenly I felt a shooting pain at my lower abdomen, screaming loudly. "Are you okay Nat?" Zayn looked panicked "ahh, fuck it i'm calling an ambulance."

Next thing I knew I was being wheeled into the doctors office and usually Zayn was there by my side. I didn't want him to be here at the moment. I saw doctors and nurses walking around calling random numbers. They injected me with a fluid, suddenly my eyelids felt heavy, my eyes closed

*2 hours later*

I shot up, as I felt something touching me..

Zayn's POV

''What happened Zayn'' Nat asked. ''oh don't pretend you don't know, you just had a false alarm when were you gonna tell me, Natalie?" I was slightly annoyed that I haden't known about this yet ecstatic as I was soon to be a dad ''Zayn I was gonna tell you that day but all the time we spent, I forgot the whole thing, about being pregnant." ''yeah right'' I said.

''whatever Natalie I'll send you the child support money'' I said before leaving the hospital room angry at the fact she's lying. Did she think I wouldn't accept my own kid? It's definately my kid, although i'm devistated that she didn't tell me about this, I trust her completely and I know that she wouldn't have sex with anyone else.

Natalie's POV

Was he gonna make me do this on my own? I was shocked that Zayn could be like this, I miss the old Zayn, the one that would accept me no matter what! I was finally home, I was in the hospital for about 3 days. They wanted to make sure that I wasn't actually in labor.They said my due date was in 5 months and nothin' was wrong with my baby. They said false alarms were not unusual, it's nothing too serious and that someone had to keep an eye on me. Zayn haden't visited me once after he stormed out.

I surfed through my twitter page when I came across a picture of Zayn and Perrie, they were at the recording studio I guess, Perrie was laying her head down at Zayn's shoulder and Zayn was looking down at her, the same way he does to me, tears formed in my eyes, how could he do this to me?!

I heard a knock on the door opening it, I saw the same old Zayn who had now grown a small beard, he hugged me so tight that I didn't know if I was breathing but I wasn't having any of it.

''Natalie I'm so sorry, I love you and that time I wasn't in my senses so much things have happened between us that I didn't know what to do, Nat I really love you and please don't disappoint me now, I'm ready to take the responsibility of the baby." He said slightly out of breath as if he knew exactly what I was thinking, what the fuck did he take me as, that he could just fuck me around?! Anger took over my whole body that I was starting to shake.

''What the actual fuck?" I loudly whispered sounding pissed "Who the fuck do you think I am? Your fuck buddy? You spent time with Perrie after you stormed out on me, knowing I'm four months pregnant with your unborn daughter!" I yelled right in his face "baby" he looked upset as he spoke but I really coudn't care "Don't call me baby, oh hell I am not your baby and dissapoint you? You're a fucking dissapointment to me!" I said things I didn't mean and I knew I would regret them. "Get the fuck out of my house you utter twat." I looked in his eyes, suddenly anger struck them. He took a step forward making me take one backwards, I knew I was going to lose this argument as I hit the wall, he pressed his body to mine and put a hand on the wall beside my face. I had pissed him off, Although my temper was bad, Zayn's was worse and it scared the hell out of me. "Don't get cocky with me, bitch" Zayn snapped at me "If you knew your bullshit right you'd know that I haden't been out of my house for the past 3 days" Zayn's stare in my eyes became just the more intense. "The baby's got half my DNA too" He pressed closer into me as I rolled my eyes. Zayn smirked at me knowing I couldn't resist it. I blushed slightly "Kiss me" He seductively whispered into my ear. "Zayn" I said trying to push him off me knowing that this should've been a serious life conversation but he wasn't having any of it. "Now! You don't understand how much I've missed them sexy lips of yours" Zayn groaned in my ear. "Zayn we can't have sex" I said which dissapointed him, he sighed as he backed away from me "that doesn't mean I can't kiss you" Zayn pouted giving me his puppy dog eyes, I couldn't help but smile. He leaned closer into me staring me deep in the eyes "I want to show you how much I've missed you baby, but we're just going to wait till we have a baby" I couldn't help but laugh at his remark. "Come here" I said instantly forgiving him of his previous actions, I indicated for him to come closer to me with my finger. Zayn looked me in my eyes, then my lips, then back to my eyes, our lips were just a breath away I closed my eyes as he pressed his perfect ones with mine.

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