For the love of Younow ~ Hunter Rowland Fanfic

Chapter Eighteen~ I missed you

"B-Blake what are you?" I said crying. "I missed you too much so not come early" he said hugging me. "I missed you soo much" I said hiding my face in the crook of his neck. "I missed you too babygirl" he whispered. I jumped off and we walked in. "Umm... Hunter and Brandon are coming today" I said. "Oh umm okay didn't know you two were talking again" he stuttered. "We actually just started talking again" I explained. "Oh okay" he said then sat down on the couch. I walked back into the kitchen and grabbed Two Arizonans for him and I" I walked into the living room and handed it to him. "Thanks babe" he said grabbing it. "Welcome" I said sitting next to him. I started looking at him and then he noticed and looked back at me. "What?" He asked. "I just... I missed you" I said causing him to smile. He leaned down and I did as well and our lips crashed together. And the worst part was that... I didn't feel anything anymore. There was no spark no Fourth of July anymore... Nothing is all I felt. I pulled away and cuddled into him. We watched tv for about ten minutes until I heard another knock on the door. I stood up and walked over and when I opened it I couldn't have been any happier. "Hunterr!" I said jumping into his arms. "I missed you" I whispered. "I missed you too babe" he said. "Shh Blake ended up showing up today" I sighed. "Your not happy about that?" Asked Brandon. "I'll explain later" I said and they both nodded. When Hunter walked in him and Blake did the whole bro hug thing and then I gave Brandon a hug. "I missed my little butt face" I chuckled. So did he and then he pecked my cheek. "I missed my big butt face" he said and I laughed. "Come on in I'll show you guys to your rooms Blake you can come too" I said. He nodded and grabbed his bag and we all walked upstairs. Blake walked into my room and Brandon, Hunter and I walked into the guest bedroom. "So explain" said Brandon shutting the door behind him. "Okay so he showed up a few minutes before you guys did and don't get me wrong I was excited to see him but then I mentioned you guys and he looked confused and pissed and then we kissed and I well... I didn't feel anything like at all... No sparks no Fourth of July... Nothing" I explained. They both looked at me and looked at eachother then back at me. "I love you Roni" said Hunter standing up and walking towards me. "I love you too Hunter but Blake..." I sighed. He wrapped his arm around my waist and leaned in. Surprisingly I did as well and we kissed.. I felt it all over again. The Sparks the Fourth of July... It's Hunter. It always has been. I quickly pulled away and said "No Hunter I can't... It's wrong I can't hurt Blake" and he nodded. That's when Blake walked in. Perfect timing I thought. Hunter walked past me to the bathroom to make it seem as if nothing happened. Brandon stood there silently, and I smiled. "Babe" I giggled in a fake tome. Thankfully he didn't notice. "What's up?" He asked. "Oh nothing I was just catching up with the guys" I chuckled. "Ahh fun maybe we can do that over dinner" he said. I nodded then asked Brandon. "Hey where the baby?" "What baby?" Asked Blake. "Oh umm... Hunter is a father" I said and he looked shocked. "Your kidding right?" "Nope" I said then Brandon grabbed the baby cradle and pulled up the sunthing. I smiled in awe and picked her up and smiled. "Hi beautiful it's nice to finally meet you" I smiled. Blake and Brandon walked out while I sat on the bed with the baby. "So can I ask you something?&p" asked Hunter walking out of the bathroom. "Yeah what's up Hunter?" I asked looking up at him. "D-did you feel anything when we kissed..." He said nervously. "Honestly yes.. That's another reason I pulled away so quickly j can't do that to Blake I practically cheated on him..." I sighed. He nodded in agreement and walked over and sat down. "So what's her name?" I asked. "Raelynn" he smiled. "Awe" I smiled looking at him. We both started leaning in again but I pulled away. "Fuck" I said under my breath. "You okay?" He asked. "No Hunter I'm not... I love you and I'm losing feelings for Blake which honestly sucks because he's been talking about creating a family with me and stuff..." I said looking down. "Oh..." He said in a sad tone. "The thing is I... I don't wanna be with him anymore Hunter" I said letting a tear fall. I wiped my cheek and stood up. "Roni... I understand but honestly you have a decision.." He said. "And what's that?" I asked turning to look at him. "You either tell him or make it so where he will dump you" he said. "I have an idea!" I said. "Okay good then" he smiled. "I'll take care of the baby you go hang out with the guys" I said and he nodded. "Oh and Roni..." "Yeah Hunter?" "Thank you" he said before walking out. I smiled at the light of being with him again. I meant... Not with him but with him. You know what I mean! I sat down and stripped off the baby's clothes. I walked into the bathroom and filled up the sink of water. I gave the baby a quick bath and dressed her up into (Outfit above) then walked downstairs to see the guys screwing around. I giggled and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed the baby blanket and layed it down on the counter before setting the baby down on it. I made a bottle for her and picked her back up. I fed her and then burped her before putting her to bed. "Hey you guys wanna go somewhere?" I asked. "Sure where?" They asked. "I don't know how about to eat and then the park" I asked. "Why to the park?" Asked Blake. "There is a baby in the house now" I said. "Oh yeah... Forgot about that" "Kay, anyways you guys go get ready" I said and they all ran upstairs, within fifteen minutes they were back down and ready. We decided to go eat first. We bought an apple sauce for the baby and then we ate. We cleaned up our mess and left to the park. I left the car seat in the car while we were at the park and Brandon and Blake were playing with the baby while Hunter and I were talking. "Hey kind of Ice cream do you guys want?" Hunter asked. "Doesn't matter" they said and we both stood up. "Your both going?" Asked Blake looking up. "Yeah we need to talk and catch up" I said grabbing Hunters hand and walking away. "Is this part of your so called plan?" He asked. "Yep I'm gonna spend a lot of time with you until he decides to get into an argument about it" I said. "Ahh good idea" he laughed. "Yep" I smiled. Hunter and I were actually full on holding hands now. We walked up to the ice cream shop and got two vanilla cones and two mint chocolate chip ones. I held mine and his while he held Blake and Brandon's. We just talked about stupid stuff the rest of the walk back and when we got there Brandon was holding the baby and I didn't see Blake anywhere. "Hey where did Blake go?" I asked. "He went to the bathroom" he said and I nodded. "Here's your ice cream" said Hunter handing it to him. "Thank you" he said taking it. I handed Hunter blake's and grabbed the baby from Brandon. "Im gonna put her in the car seat" I said and they both nodded. I walked over to the car and put the baby in her car seat. When I went to turn around and shut the door Blake was in front of my face looking more pissed then usual. "Hey there you are baby" I smiled leaning in. He pulled away. "Don't even" he said in an angry tone. 'What's gotten into you?" I asked moving so I could walk. He grabbed my wrist where I had recent cuts and I screamed and pulled away. "OWW YOU BASTARD!" I yelled. "EXCUSE ME?" He yelled back. "I HAVE CUTS  THERE YOU DICK!" I yelled not even thinking twice before I said it. "What do you mean cuts?" He asked still in a pissy mood. "Nothing never mind" I said trying to walk away again. He did exactly what he did the first time. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back. This time I turned around and smashed my cone in his face. "STOP!" I yelled. He looked even more pissed then before and pushed me. I fell onto the ground. "Really? That's how you treat you girlfriend?" I asked standing back up and brushing myself off. "Baby I'm sorry..." I said trying to pull me into a hug, "No!" I said pulling away. "Are you sorry are you really sorry Blake? Please tell me because you won't be seeing much of me for a while! Why did you come so early anyway?" I said feeling tears fill my eyes. "Because I love you and what do you mean by you won't be seeing much of me for a while?" "When we get to my house your getting the hell out and your gonna find a hotel I'm not gonna have some abusive boyfriend staying with me!" I yelled. "Well I'm sorry that you like Hunter!" He yelled. "YOU KNOW WHAT BLAKE... I DO LIKE HUNTER AND I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL! HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE SND IF YOU EXPECT ME TO JUST GIVE UP ON HIM THEN YOU KNOW WHAT... JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" I screamed letting tears fall. I ran back to where Hunter and Brandon were and just sat there like nothing was wrong. "What's wrong babe?" Asked Hunter. "Blake.. He got pissed because I've been spending so much time with you and I told him I still liked you and I told him if he thinks I'm just gonna give up in my first love to get out of my life" I explained. Hunter wrapped his arms around my body and hugged me. "It's gonna be okay babygirl I'm right here" he said. "And he grabbed my cuts and pushed me causing me to fall and I threw my cone in his face and Ughh" I cried even harder. An hour later I had finally calmed down and Blake still hasn't came over. So we decided to leave. We stood up and walked to the car. Blake was sitting in the front seat on his phone and we just casually got in. "Are you done being a bitch?" He asked. "No I'm not and if your gonna start this shit again I will not be afraid to call the cops!" I said starting the car. "FOR WHAT? WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU FONNA CALL THE COPS FOR? HARASSMENT?" He yelled. I hit the breaks as quick as I could and looked at him. "Are you fucking stupid? First of all there is a baby in here! Second of all Hunter and Brandon are in here and third of all I can call them for abuse! You did push me you know" I said calmly. "AND YOU SMACKED ME! AND I DONT CARE WHOS IN HERE!" He yelled again. "That's because honestly you deserved it!" I pulled up my sleeve which showed my old and new scars. "See that?" I asked. He got quite. "That is because of not only my past that you still don't know anything about but also because I don't know what to feel anymore! Earlier when we kissed I didn't feel anything! Hunter and I kissed and I felt sparks and you know what I know it seems as if I cheated but I didn't because I'm not dumb... I know you've been seeing some other chick while we weren't together honestly you don't need to play stupid now get out of my car before I beat the fuck out of you!" I said still in a calm tone. He started crying and just got out. I then hit the break and we left.