For the love of Younow ~ Hunter Rowland Fanfic

Chapter Sixteen~ Fucked up feelings on my birthday

I woke up to my phone vibrating. I grabbed it off the charger and unlocked it to see a message from Blake. I tapped on it to read the full message and it read...

From My🌎😍: Roni, I love you more then words can even explain it... Your my one and only and honestly I miss you to pieces. I can't wait to see you soon and I hope you have an amazing day princess❤️😘 Happy Birthday baby😍

I smiled at the text and responded right away saying...

To My🌎😍: Awe thanks baby❤️ I love you soo much too and I miss you so much😭 my day will be amazing now that you messaged me this😍😭 and thank you again❤️

I took a screenshot and posted it on Instagram with the caption "What I wake up to on my birthday😍😭 I love you baby😘❤️ W/ @BllakeGray" surprisingly the first like was Hunter. Then he direct messaged me.

Hunter: Hey
Me: hey long time no talk😂
Hunter: I know I'm sorry😂 I've been busy
Me: With what your such a boring person😂 jk
Hunter: well something I never expected happened... And lol thanks so are you
Me: what do you mean by something you never expected?
Hunter: well me and my gf had sex and she got pregnant and had a kid and sadly she umm... She passed away😭😭 so I have the kid on my own now
Me: Oh my goodness Hunter I am so sorry!😭 I'm here if you need me I'll take the baby for you just come up and visit
Hunter: Thank you so much Roni❤️😭 and I will talk to my mom and maybe come up tomorrow by the way happy birthday❤️
Me: that would be great and thank you hunter❤️😘
Hunter: yep I'll ttyl
Me: okay and what's your new number?
Hunter: 555-798-4329(Fake)
Me: okay I'll text you
Hunter: Kay

I got off of Instagram and sighed. I feel bad for Hunter honestly... He's left on his own with a kid at the age of 17... I'm gonna help him tho I mean he's done so much for me.

Hunter's P.O.V (Haha again)
I was sitting in the kitchen feeding the baby when I decided to check Instagram. I haven't talked to Roni in forever so I decided to stalk her account. I refreshed her page and she posted a picture of her conversation with Blake. I read it and smiled. I'm happy that she found someone who makes her happy but honestly... I still love her I liked it and decided to direct message her. I explained the whole story of being a father now and she totally understood. She even told me to come visit. I obviously wouldn't decline being able to see her would be great... Oh shit Hunter what am I saying she's with Blake. I sighed and then walked up to my moms room. "Hey mama what would you do if I asked you for a plane ticket to NC to see Roni?" I asked. "I would ask why and say sure, Why?" "Because today is here birthday and she invited me to visit also she said that she will take the baby off my hands for now..." I said. "Awe even though it's been like two maybe three years she's still as sweet as before" said mama. "I know and mom... I still love her but she's with Blake..." I sighed sitting on her bed. That's when Brandon walked in. "Hey Brando" I said. "You okay?" He asked walking over. "I was talking to Roni... She wants me to visit" I said. "Roni as in? Roni Roni?" He asked. "Yeah Roni Roni" I said. He could tell I was upset but wanted to go so he said "I'll come with" "really?" I asked. "Yeah I mean why not?"I smiled and hugged him. "Here let me see the baby go buy your tickets and start packing" I handed my mom the baby kissed her cheek and Brandon and I ran out. Brandon bought the tickets while I started packing. With in and hour we were ready. I texted Roni and said...
Me: Brandon and I should be there tomorrow our flight is in an hour
From Roni😍: Okay I can't wait to see you guys it's been forever😭
Me: I know I miss my babygirl❤️😭
         I mean.... Bestfriend
From Roni😍: Can I ask you something...
Me: Sure what's up?
From Roni😍: do you still... You know
                            Have feelings for me?
Me: of course I do... You were my first love and you never forget your first love honestly Roni, I don't still like you I love** you but your with Blake and I'm not gonna interfere
Roni😍: Hunter...
Me: yeah?
Roni😍: I love you....😭😔
Me: I love you too❤️😔 I'll see you soon
Roni😍: okay... Have a nice flight❤️
Me: thanks babygirl❤️
I put my phone down and felt a tear slide down my cheek. "Are you okay?" Asked Brandon. "She...she said she loves me" I said letting more tears fall. I slid down my wall and just cried. I didn't even care if Brandon was in the room.. I needed to let it out. I fucked up... I really did

Roni's P.O.V
I can't believe I said that! What was I thinking? I'm with Blake not Hunter! But I love Hunter... But I can't! He's right he was my first love.. OH COME ON RONI SHUT UP ALREADY!! I stood up and looked into the mirror. "Im sorry" I whispered walking into the bathroom. I opened the cabinet door and searched. Once I found it I set it on the counter and just looked at it. "Long time no see my friend" I said feeling tears build up in my eyes. I picked it up and slid down my bathroom wall closing and locking the door. I looked at my arm and rubbed my finger up and down my old scars. "It's been a while" I said setting my blade onto my wrist. I took another deep breath before sliding it acrossed. Two for how many people I like.... Three for my fucked up feelings... Three for how many years my dad has been gone... Two for being abused and raped. I set the blade on the floor and just let the blood flow. God I haven't felt so... So refreshed in forever... I cried non stop... I cried for almost two hours before finally getting up and washing off the blood. "Fuck you" is all I said... Not to anyone particular I just needed to. I walked into the bathroom and changed into the (Outfit Above) and sat on my bed. I didn't even bother to wash my face. I pulled out my phone and started going through Twitter and replying to fans. I then decided to tweet out.
@Roni_Marie: Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes honestly I don't know what I would do without you guys❤️

@Roni_Marie: I wouldn't be as far in life as I am rn

@Roni_Marie: I never expected to become who I am today so thank you❤️😘😭

I put my phone back down an decided just to sleep.