Now 5 years later, I see him sticking his tongue down some other bitches throat as my heart breaks into 100 pieces. Now my life have become lifeless and dull and I am full of shame, I have insulted many people including my best friend because of one boy who stopped me from living life. I'm lost knowing I haven't found my love, I feel as if my soul is wondering a forgotten city searching to find my body.
I spend my days crying and listening to sad music searching for a better life, I know I may be exaggerating but he meant the world to me, and I would to do anything for him even sell my soul to the devil himself but I have learnt to let go. I now know that being with another girl makes him happy then so be it, if he's happy then so am I now that's being strong.
