I Give My Heart [Nothing can compare in this world][Jimmy The Rev Sullivan]

The Morning After

~The Morning After~

Jimmy's P.O.V:

I woke up with Loli in my arms, still sleeping very peacefully, I couldn't help but smile at the memory of the night before. I loved her so much I wanted so bad to say screw taking our time be mine, be mine forever but I know that isn't the right thing to do. Maybe sleeping together wasn't either but I couldn't find it in me to regret it because I didn't not for a single second.

I slipped carefully from the bed being sure not to disturb her and go make us coffee and get some advil, just in case I wasn't sure how hangover prone she was. So I thought I would offer just in case. When I got to the bedroom she was sitting on the end of the bed awake covers wrapped around her.

'Morning, I have coffee.'

'Aww thanks it is much needed.' she smiled thankfully at me and took the mug. 'Is that advil?' she asked I nodded

'I wasn't sure if you would need them or not.'

'That is sweet but nah hangovers are for pussy’s.' she grinned

'I love you.' I laughed. She stopped sudden and looked at me shock was there but there was something more, love.

'Jimmy I love you, last night just confirmed my feelings, I don;t give it up easily if I am honest but with you, I- I just knew I wanted to be with you, to be close to you in every way possible. This is kind of scaring me because I have never had feelings this strong about any man ever. I have never been in love at all but this I can;t stop myself I don't know what to do.' I took her cup from her and placed both mine and hers on the dresser and hugged her.

'It's okay I feel the same it is scary, and so sudden and I am so unsure how to handle it, I want more than anything to ask you to be mine but I don;t want to ruin things by moving fast but moving fast seems to feel right at the same time.' I took a breath 'But I think we should at least try to stick to the plan but if things happen they happen it was obviously meant to be.' she nodded into my chest.

'I like that plan.' she smiled and hugged.

Showered and ready to start the day properly I take Loli back home. When we got in Loli kissed me and ran up to the bathroom to shower. I stepped into the kitchen to find Johnny staring into a coffee mug.

'Hey dude.' I greeted him.

'Jimmy listen, I don't need details of what happened last night it's none of my business, and I never thought I would care this much especially since she is my older cousin, but Loli and I are close she is my best friend as well as my cousin and I care about her, so I just want to say please don;t screw her around, she is amazing person and deserves the best.'

'I agree Johnny boy, I agree. I understand why you care but I promise you I will never intentionally hurt her in any way as long as I live.'

'Good, did she like the peer ides then?'

'She seemed too but she also told me she loves simple nights in too.'

'Told ya.' he smirked

'I know but I wanted to do something special.'

'I get it, is Loli in the shower?'

'I think so, she headed up that way.' I informed him he nodded and picked up his coffee mug taking a sip.

Loli's P.O.V:

Stepping into the bathroom I realized there is no clean towels, so I head down stairs to the laundry room when I heard Johnny and Jimmy talking.

'Jimmy listen, I don't need details of what happened last night it's none of my business, and I never thought I would care this much especially since she is my older cousin, but Loli and I are close she is my best friend as well as my cousin and I care about her, so I just want to say please don;t screw her around, she is amazing person and deserves the best.' my heart melted, he is an amazing guy, I loved my little cousin, I think I really saw him more a brother than a cousin.

'I agree Johnny boy, I agree. I understand why you care but I promise you I will never intentionally hurt her in any way as long as I live.' Jimmy replied, god his is almost to good to be true, even the sound of his voice fills my body with the sparks.

'Good, did she like the peer ides then?'

'She seemed too but she also told me she loves simple nights in too.'

'Told ya.' Johnny said, I bet you a thousand bucks he had a smirk as he said that.

'I know but I wanted to do something special.'

'I get it, is Loli in the shower?'

'I think so, she headed up that way.' at that point I continued my journey to the laundry room to get clean towels which I found none.

'Johnny, are there no clean towels around here?' I asked entering the kitchen.

'Sorry Loli, they are in the cupboard in the hall up stairs.' he explained I nod and hurry back out.

Once I was done with my shower I set about organising a pass for Jimmy to my shoot. When I got it arranged I went to pick it up. By the time I got back Jimmy and Zacky were both sitting in Johnny's house. Which surprised me, it seemed Matt house was the hang out place.

'Oh hey guys, Jimmy I have something for you... one pass for my shoot.' he looked at the laminated pass in my hand.

'Oh thanks, I forgotten all about that.'

'You do still want to come? It's okay if you don't'

'No of course I do.'

'Can I come?' Zacky asked as I sat on the arm chair next to Jimmy, has hand automatically snaked around me.

'Sorry Zacky there will be no other models but me.'

'That's okay.' he grinned'

'Sorry still a no.'

'Aww I see he gets special treatment huh.'he said pointing to Jimmy with a pout.

'Well that's um because, I invited him first.'

'I see how it is.' Zacky pouted I laughed and got to my feet.

'Beer anyone?' I asked as I make my way to the kitchen, they all agreed and so I grabbed the last four beers in the fridge. 'Last four dude.' I told Johnny. ' I will pop out soon and get more.'

'Okay thanks' he said raising his bottle before taking a sip.

'So you guys not doing any band stuff today?' I asked taking my seat back on the arm chair next to Jimmy.

'Na not till later, Matt and Brian have an interview.' Johnny informed me

'I have to ask I always wonder how do you determine if not all of you are in the interview who goes?'

'Simple, we either base it on who ever is free if we are all free we do a lucky dip, unless they have asked for specifically for any of us.' Jimmy explains I nod

'Ah okay makes sense.' I reply taking a sip of my beer before moving to the space next to Zacky as my ass was getting numb.

When the guys finally had to go off and do their thing, I took some time to sort through my thoughts and feeling on this whole Jimmy situation. It was still so bizarre to me how deeply I felt for him in such a small amount of time. But that didn't mean I thought it wasn't real, I knew in my heart it was real. I did like our plan to take things slow but at the same time let things happen as they will, so were not pushing things but were not stopping them either, it will be a natural thing. I missed him already and he had only left an hour ago. I was looking forward to getting to know him.