Secretly and Silently Hurting [TWICE x GOT7 x SEVENTEEN Fanfic]

Chapter 1: Last Day Of Summer

Dahyun's POV
"Yeoboseyo Youngji unnie!"

"Oh, annyeong Dahyun. So what's up?"

"I'm hoping if .... You would hang out with me before summer ends?"

"I'd love to, so where's the destination?"

"Seoul Grand Park!" I happily said. It's the place where Jackson and I first met.

"Ohhh, that place. It reminds me of Jackson, he loves that place so much. He also brought me there." 

"A-ah.. J-jinja?" I stammered.

"You okay? You sounded like you're sad or something. Is there something that's bothering you?" SHe worriedly said. 

Well yes, something has been bothering. Lots of it. My bestfriend which is You and Jackson are dating. He brought you to the place where we first met and he definitely doesn't have an idea about my feelings towards him.

Oh how bad I wanted to say those words but I find myself not having the courage to and don't have the right to say those words. In the end, I am secretly and quitely hurting. 

"N-no! N-nothing it's just that..." Think think what should I say. "U-uhm. M-my cat!"

"You have a cat? You never told me--"Before she could continue I cut her out.

"I-i mean, I-i saw a cat a while ago and and.... It ran away, hehe, she must be scared of me." I sighed feeling relieved that I was able to say something. Though, that was a really stupid answer.

"A-ahhh. That was so irrelevant to our topic." We both laughed.

"Goodbye unnie, I have something to do!" I bid a goodbye.

"Goodbye, see you later then."

I shouldn't have asked her out I mean, what if Jackson asks her? What am I going to do. I am going to ruin their relationship. Yeah, I know, I love him but that doesn't mean I have to break his relationship with his first ever girlfriend. I don't want to mess up both my bestfriends's relationship. That's frankly not the right thing to do even if i've been in love with him for years. Besides, if I break them apart, it's not like he's gonna like me anyway. There's no way he'll like me. Oh well, I find it happy and at the same time, hurt to see Jackson happy with someone else. I love him, and I want him to be happy, with someone else.

It's honestly better to see Jackson happy rather than to see myself happy. What saddens me the most is, he brought his girlfriend to the place where we first met. I may sound selfish but, I want to be the only girl that Jackson will bring me to that place. Come to think of it, it's been a long time since me and Jackson have went to that place. Ever since he had a girlfriend, we don't hang out to that place more often than before.

Flashback *when they first met*
I cried. "E-eomma." I kept on crying that I couldn't see anything. My vision was blurry because of the tears that filled up my eyes. I was trying to get along with them and to play with them but she pushed me and I fell down, leaving a blood on my knee.

"Hey, you. You okay?" A guy's voice asked.

I nodded my head." Mhm. I-i am fine."

"Pabo. You're crying and yet you said you're fine. Here, a handkerchief."

"Kamsa." I wiped the tears so I could see the guy clearly. The wind blew, the sakura trees danced along with the wind. Could this be the people are talking about? Love at first sight? i cried again.

"You're really a crying baby."

"You're so mean!"

"I haven't introduced myself properly. By the way, I am Wang Jackson." He reached out his and did it with swag. What's wrong with this guy? he's weird, he thinks he's full of swag.

"You're a weirdo."

"You dare call me a weirdo!"

"That's because you're stupid."

"I comforted you and yet you said harsh words."

"I forgot to introduce myself, I am Kim Dahyun." I reached out and we both shook hands

"Friends?" I said

"There's no way we're going to be friends." He shook his head.

"You're really pabo."

"Shatapp crying baby."

"Pabo."

"Crying baby."

-end of flashback-

And yeah, we ended up being friends. From strangers to friends until bestfriends. I didn't knew we would end up like this though. I'm leaving everything to Destiny and God.

I miserably ate my ice cream and again, miserably sat down my sofa. Okay, fine, I don't want to spend the last of summer alone. I'm thinking if i'll spend it with Youngji and a special person. I opened my phone, and scrolled down my contacts. "Let me see.... Chaeyoung, Chaeryeong, Chaeyeon, Momo, Jihyo, Nayeon, blah blah blah... Ahh, Jackson." I shook my head and blushed. No, no, he's not my special person okay?

How am I going to ask him? Contact him? Knock on his door and tell him to spend the last day of summer with me ?Tell him to break up with Youngji and go with me instead? "NO NO NO NO." I literally screamed and punched my sofa and then my popcorn fell. "NOOOOOO." I cried a bucket of water.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA--W-what the hell-- HHAAHHAHA- You're so crazy." I heard a familiar and stupid laugh. I slowly turned my head to see who was laughing.

"Yah! Jugulae? (You wanna die?)" I said and realized that I was blushing too much and embarrassment was written all over my face. I continued crying like a baby. "Y-yah! How long did you stood there?" I asked

"Long enough." He replied

Did he saw how crazy and stupid I was thinking of him? Did he heard that I mention his name? DID I LOOKED EMBARRASSING? "Eommmaaa! huhuhuhu. Save me." I cried and cried

"You little pabo." He said ruining my hair. I catched his hands and bit it." O-ouch. Now what did I do?"

"Shut up pabo." I pouted.

"And you think you look cute with those pouty lips."

I folded my arms and raised an eyebrow." And what are you implying?"

"Use that brain of yours if you have one." He smirked.

"Pabo!Pabo!Pabo!Pabo!Jugulae?!Ahhhhhh!!"I screamed.

"Noisy as usual."

"Am not."

"Noisy."

"Am not."

"Noisy."

"Get out of my house!"I yelled. 

"Jeez." And he left.

I guess I crossed the line. No, he was the one who crossed the line. I'll ask him, I know I have the courage to but I'm worried if i'll get rejected. No wait, he'll not decline be coz Youngji's with me!

I ran towards him and slightly held his arms. "H-hajima-- D-don't go." I looked down and blushed. He didn't moved nor walk away. He didn't say a single word. He remained calm. "A-ah Jackson... U-uhm, m-me and Youngji are going to the Seoul Grand Park." I am red as a tomato. It's a good thing he didn't looked back.

"So?"

"M-mianhae!" I bowed as an apology while closing my eyes. 

"Hey, look up." I looked up. " I was just joking." He smiled

"J-jinja so that means, you. You're saying yes?" My eyes sparkled.

"Don't I look like?"

"Pabo. I know you cause i'm your bestfriend so shut up." And we both walked outside the door.

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