The Stupid Plan part 2

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Y/C/N POV:

Omg. I can't believe I am actually going to do this. I'm going to hurt the girl of my dreams. Ugh.. I feel like a monster.. "Are you sure you want to go threw with this? There's still time to call it off.." My Y/F/N asks. "Yeah.. I think so. Are you sure your okay  with it?" I asked her outside the house we're gonna hang out at.  "I think I am.. But If I see her cry, I'm stopping this. U got it? I am not going to be the reason one of my best friends are crying." At this point she sounds a little frustrated at me. But I can't blame her for being mad. 

"You ready to start the act?" I asked her, kinda nervous and scared. "I am when you are.." She said while breathing heavily and sighing. 

*Time skip to 1 hour later* 

Okay... Everything Is going like it should. I have my arm around Y/F/N and occasionally caress her arm. Ugh... The movie have lasted half an hour and still nothing.. Maybe If I look over at her i can see where she looks. If her friends didn't sit between us. God how Is this suppose to work.. 

"It's not working.." I whisper In Y/F/N ear. "Hmmm... I have an idea.. Kiss my forehead and smell my hear" She whispers back. "What? Why should I do that?" I whisper to her again. "Just do it. Trust me" She whispers to me again and then she laughs out loud, making Y/N look at us. Now is my chance to see how she respons. I look at her. She looks a little disturbed. She looks down at the covers we have over us, sighes and look back at the movie. 

Omg, I'm in trouble. Just that made me sad. She did hardly show any sadness and still it made me feel horrible. God this night is not going to be a good one.. 

Okay.. We have almost gone threw the hole movie.. I need to do something when the movie's done. Something that makes her a little bit more jealous. Geez.. In my next life I'm coming back as a toilet brush..

"Hey Y/F/N, we need to do something more.. To make it easier to think.. U know ..that we are doing something.." I try to say without the other ones hearing me. "I know... Do what you want.. But I am not taking of any clothes!" She whispers strictly. "Relax.. You won't have to. I got another idea.." I said to her with a tiny smirk... 

I faced her and look at her lips. She nodded carefully when she saw what I meant. I took a look around the room to see if Y/N and her friends where watching us, and Y/N was. So I looked back at Y/F/N at her lips and moved closer until there where almost no space between our lips. And I kissed her. Only one thing made me happy when I kissed her. And that was the fact that, kissing Y/F/N made me realize how much I missed kissing Y/N.

After kissing for a while, Y/F/N looked at Y/N to see her reaction. Sense I couldn't look at her (Cause then she would know why I kissed her) I just looked at Y/F/N, but she looked puzzled. Y/F/N looked back at me and whispered in my ear. "Where's Y/N?" Okay, now I have to look. Where's Y/N!? As I looked around I couldn't find her anywhere. So I asked out loud to everyone in the room. "Umm, have anyone seen Y/N?" I asked as nonchalant as possible.

"Yeah, she said she had to go to the bathroom, but that was like 7 minutes ago or something... Do you think she's okay?" Wow Y/C/F/N was right, she would go to the bathroom when she couldn't take it anymore. "Well, did she leave normal or did she run?" I asked trying to not sound like I know what's wrong, although I do. 

"She just looked at one place for like a minute and then said she had to go to the bathroom. But she did hesitate when she said where she was going. And she did look kind of disturbed." Yep, she was right. God I feel horrible. Ugh, I need to go check on her. "I'll go check and see If she's okay." Before I left, I looked at Y/F/N and she was just sitting there looking into nothing, touching her lips. She looked so guilty and sad, just the way I am feeling inside. 

I left the room and found the bathroom. I tried to go in, but of course the door was locked. I knocked a couple of times. "Y/N, are you in there?" I asked trying to make a little conversation. I heard sniffs and sighs coming from inside. "Uhmm, yes. There's another bathroom longer down the hall, If It's urgent." She said through the door her voice shaking. "Y/N, are you okay?" I asked now concerned. "Uhmm, yeah, I'm fine." She said a little lower. Even though I can't see her, I can tell she's lying. "Y/N.....?" That's it, I'm not hurting her anymore. Just listening to her sounding sad makes me ace. 

"Yes...?" She said slow and calm. "I know you're lying" I told her, trying to make her open up. I know Y/N, she has always tried to be the happiest and most positive girl to be around. Being sad and angry is not something she want's people to see. But I don't care, I love Y/N and every side she has. With all my heart. God, I have always loved her. " ... No I'm not...*snuffs*" She says. "Yes you are. Y/N I know you, now open up the god damned door." I said strict to her. 

Next thing I know, she's opening the door and looking at the ground. "Hey, you okay? I know when you're lying and I'm not going away before you answer me honest." I tried to say as kind as possible. "*snuffs* Ugh... No I'm not okay. Did you expect me to be okay with you lying on the couch, making out, laughing and moaning with one of my best friends, when I was sitting there on the floor watching!? Because If you honestly think that I was THAT okay with us not being together and you kissing someone else, than you where 100% wrong!" She yelled at me. Omg, I can't believe I have to be the reason for her being this angry and sad. 

"Hey, hey, hey.. Come here..." I took a hold of her and gave her a big, warm bearhug. I kept talking with her in my arms. "Look, I don't expect you to be okay with me kissing someone else right in front of you, and I don't expect you to be 'fine' all the time either. Look Y/N, It is okay to be hurt, and angry, and sad, and jealous.. And I know you hate to show those emotions to people, but sometimes you have to. Like know. If I do something that you can't handle, you shouldn't keep it to yourself. If you tell me I can do something about it. And just for the record. Y/F/N does not mean anything to me. We are not hooking up or anything. Okay? We're just friends." I try to explain to her. "Yeah right...." She said all sassy and hurt. 

I walked out of the hug. Now I'm just holding her at her arms so she looks at me. "Y/N, Y/F/N do not mean anything to me. We where just goofing around. I don't like her as anything else than a friend." I said as kind and sweet as possible. "Then why did you make out with her!? Huh, If you don't think of her as anything else than a friend, then what the hell did you to doing making out!?" She said sounding really hurt. 

God, I have to say it. I have to tell her. I can't take this anymore. She needs to know the truth! "I was trying to make you jealous. Okay? I wanted to know If you still cared about who I was with and who I kissed. And I know that's dumb, and childish and stupid, but I just miss you so god damn much. Breaking up with you is the single most stupid thing I have ever done and I regret it more than anything. Y/N I still love you. And I am ready to be in a relationship with you. I don't ever want to be the reason why your hurt again. And I seriously can't live one more day without kissing, cuddling and being with you." Okay, now all the cards are on the table. Omg, please say she'll take me back. 

She is just standing there. Right in front of me, with tears in her eyes. She seems to have so many emotions all at once. "Please say something Y/N.. I love you so so much. I know what I did was horrible, but.." She interrupted me half way through the sentence. "I love you to Y/C/N." She said. Omg, yes, yes, yes. Oh, thank God! I'm soooo happy! "Sooo... you'll give me another chance..?" I asked carefully. "Yes" She said with her big beautiful smile. I've missed being the cause of that smile. "I am never letting you go ever again." I said as I shoved her into another bearhug. I could feel her smiling against my neck. 

This. Right here. Is the happiest moment of my life. 

A/N: Hey everybody. I know this was a looooong imagine, but I hope you found It worth to read. I have been going back and forth on this part 2, mostly since I'm a girl and don't know what guys think when they confess their love for one another. But anyway, I hope you liked it and If you reeeeeally liked it, why not share and comment and make it your favorite. Okay, see you in my next imagine - Rachel

Btw: Y/C/F/N = Your Crushes Friends Name


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