Boy X Boy

love

As I walked to school I was watching a girl and her boyfriend make out I was interested it was sexy the way he was touching her. I felt a feeling I've never felt before it was strange but I'll just say it I have a boner. Opening the doors to the school was like opening the chamber of secrets. I was scared to go in there because of all the people including Xavier I saw him today he smiled at me while i was walking to the bathroom. After a few minutes I had just realized that I'm crazy and that I'm never going to be happy. But I always knew that I would have to come to terms with it. As I walked out of the bathroom I had watched two jerks walk toward me and started calling me names like "fag" I mean "fag" is really rude I mean I wouldn't call them "the fuck faces of the nation" cause that's mean. But all I actually did was just walk away with all my sadness in my heart. Love is love I heard this quote all over the school I guess that this is trending now of days. After walking past the stupid posters and the stupid cheerleaders and there low IQ boyfriends I saw one of my friends well I'm not sure what you would call him he's like my brother. He told me that I was looking depressed and I shouldn't be because he had good news, he had been accepted in pen state. I was happy for him but inside my heart fell to my knees but I couldn't tell him I was sad for him. I mean I'm just a freshman and he's a senior. It sucks to be me