Boy X Boy

lust

We were in the library I couldn't stop looking at him. His eyes were like portal to my secrets , meaning that when he looks at me he can see everything. I walked home with a depressed look on my face I was depressed because I felt like I was going to be alone forever but really when am I never depressed. I opened the door to my room to my life it was a mess it was full of a dark past , a past that I wasn't comfortable with. I went to sleep early after I was done my homework I had a dark dream I was in a car with a guy I couldn't see his face but he sounded older and more I don't know we leaned in pushed me toward and he said "we should do it" I had no idea what he meant but it was too late for me to say something because he had kissed me and I couldn't breathe I tried to push him away but he was stronger than me I started to yell but no one could hear me after he covered my mouth. He pulled down his pants I tried to hit his back as hard as I can but he wouldn't budge. Than he put it in the feeling was so painful like when you have leg pains but it was tines ten as painful I was scared to be here but then I woke up.