I walked into the school and for once i didnt feel everyones eyes on me akward, I got to my locker and opened it and started grabbing my stuff and closed my locker door and was face to face with scott, "What happend to obeying my wishes?'', "I was hoping you would have changed your mind over the night," I smiled and shook my head, "Ha a smile you dont hate me do you?" I looked at him "I cant hate you because i care about you so much i cant hate you and i hate myself because i cant hate you so no i dont hate you happy." He grabbed my hand "Yes i am because you said you cared about me", I looked at his lips and instantly wanted them against mine but i backed up. I felt him grab my hand and i looked up and he was smiling " i've missed holding you," I yanked my hand away and slapped him across the face. "No you dont get to do that you dont get to make me feel special because i know i'm just another game to you i will not take this anymore, scott we are done i might not hate you but i will not be with you again because i wont fall in love with you just to find out you dont feel the same so i am walking away and i really need you to do the same just forget about me and go be the guy you was before i came here the player of the school who got every girl.." "No stop talking i will not walk away because i cant because i have fallen for you and i know i sound so whiped right now but i really dont care, I want to be with you i want to call you my girlfriend." I looked at him shock writing all over my face i ran my hand through my hair, I could feel that he was closer but i didnt move i couldnt not after what he just said to me my mind was everywhere at the moment i didn't know what to do i was so confused, "Carter i mean every word that just came out of my mouth now will you look at me and say something" I looked at him and went to say something but nothing came out I mean what did he want me to say he just said things i never thought would come out of his mouth god why couldn't he just walk away, "Carter please" I shook my head and ran my hand through my hair, "Geez scott i don't know what to say, i mean what do you want me to say that i want you to be my boyfriend and that i want you to just pull me into your arms right now, and that i might lo".. I smacked my hand over my mouth realizing what i was about to say. Scott's eye's got big and he steped forward and grabbed my hand and pulled it off my mouth, "i love you too" I gasped and backed up, "Y-you w-what" i stutterd out only for him to smile and grab my hand and pull me into his arm's and smash his lip's on mine. I slowly wraped my arm's around his neck and kissed back, "i love you carter." I shook my head not believeing what i was hearing, "Oh my god you know this is so pathetic, you actually believe him don't you?" Mia's vocie said from behind us, "Mia shut up and get away from us" Scott growled out, "Baby why are you lying to her".. "Don't call me baby because i am not your baby i don't care about you and we are nothing" She slaped him across the face and i got out of scott's arm's and pushed her back, "Oh you really want to go there new girl?'' "Really new girl that's all you got and to answer that question yes i want to go there have since your fake breast barbie doll wannbe started messing with me" ''Carter don't do this she is not worth it", "Scott shut up i fight my own battle's." Scott grabbed my arm and started pulling me down the hall, "Scott i swear if you don't let me go we are done!" i yelled, "we are already done remember" I gasped anger building up inside of me, "Let me go NOW" He let me go and we was outside already, "Carter i was only trying to make sure you didn't get in trouble because of mia" "Whatever, i gotta go," "Wait you are not even going to say anything about what happend before mia butted in" "Oh you mean when you told me you loved me, okay let's talk about that i don't understand why you would say that when you dont mean it but it really shouldn't surprise me." "Whoa stop i do mean it i love you carter" He actually meant it he loved me and i loved him so what else to do then well kiss him and that's what i did i grabbed the back of his neck and smashed my lip's on his, he pulled my body close to his and i jumped up and wraped my leg's around his waist. "Carter either we stop or i lose control" I could feel my cheek's heat up and i jumped down but scott didn't let me go. "You love me?" He laughed and pecked my lip's,"Yes carter i love you, i know it's hard to believe because of my past but i do i love you." I wrapped my arm's around his waist,"I love you too scott." i whisperd. He kissed my head and tightend his grip around my body. I pulled away and looked into his eyes, and i couldn't help myself i smashed my lips back on his and he pulled me closer to his body. I grabbed onto the back of his neck running my fingers through his hair earning a small groan from him, i smiled on his lips making him bite my bottom lip, making me gasp, he ran his hands up my sides and pushed me up against the car, I felt one of his hands lift the bottom of my shirt. I pulled away and grabbed onto his hand, He looked at me and ran his hand through his hair, "I'm sorry carter, but you just don't know what you do to me" I kissed his cheek and leaned into his ear, "It's okay, you don't know what you do to me either" I said kissing his temple making him groan and grab onto my hips. "You are such a freaking tease" I laughed and kissed down his neck making him tighten his grip on my sides but not to hard, "Carter, you are killing me here" I pulled away and gently kissed his lip's, "I'm sorry baby, am i to much for you?" i said smiling, "You better be glad we are at school because if we wasn't, i would so take you in the back of this car.." He leaned into my ear and whisperd "or maybe on it" I hit him in the head and pushed him back, "You are such a pervert" He laughed and pecked me on the lips, I laid my head on his chest and i could hear his heart beating. He started rubbing up my back, he kissed my neck and i tensed up. I pulled away and looked into his eyes,"don't do that." i said pulling myself out of his arms, "do what kiss you?" I ran my hand through my hair, "Yes because if you do that we are going to get carried away and i don't want to go to fast." He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him, "I am sorry, and i don't want to go to fast either you are not just one of my......girls, you are diffrent you are the girl that got me to say those three words i never thought i say in my life." I smiled and felt my cheeks heat up, I looked down only for him to lift up my chin so i was looking at him again, "I love you carter and i am not going to do anything to ruin this not anymore at least, i know i messed up in the pass but"... I put my hand over his mouth, "Scott i know and you don't have to say anything else okay" He kissed my hand and i laughed and he grabbed my arms and wrapped them around his neck. "You are too good for me, you know that right?" he said kissing my lips, "yeah i know"
I pulled into my driveway and instantly heard yelling, i ran inside to find my dad yelling at jason, "You know what dad maybe i should have never came back, i can tell i'm not wanted!" jason yelled, "Fine than go see if i shed even one tear!" "STOP" Both there heads shot towards me, "What the heck is wrong with you two? Dad that is you son you are talking to. Jason how dare you say you are not wanted, we all love you but if you want to leave and never come back than fine. It's not like you have a sister who might actually need you right?" I yelled running out of the house. I called the first person that came to mind, "Kim, can i come and stay over for awhile i cant go home." "OF course girl i will pick you up at the school ok." "yeah thanks." i sat on the school steps and waited for kim, "Hey chick, why so lonely?" i looked up an kim was there in her car, "oh you know same old." i jumped into the car and she blasted the radio, "you know you should have seen my brother when he got home i dont think i have ever seen him that happy, it kinda scares me." I looked at her, "Kim do you think me and him are going to work out? i mean we are from two diffrent worlds, he's the cool player and i'm the loner new girl." "My brother really loves you i can tell just the way he looks at you he has never looked at a girl like he looks at you."
