Idol appreciation day.
So I'm writing this because Bam Margera.. Is important.
To me.
He's my idol.
Sometimes when I feel ripped apart or out of my skin and stuff gets just to much. Or when I sit alone and cry..
The urge to blow up and fûck shit up.
The urge to spit venom out with my words.
I think..
My idols always been able to calm me down like Forreal.
When I'm pissed to the spot I'll blow up and throw things and start crying with anger which all has happened.
I watch Bam.
Some people don't understand why some people got idols. Well there the fuck you go.
Am I right guys?
Your idol was the only thing at one point in your life where was the only reason your alive.
But Everything gets better.
When I have my off days I sit back and relax and watch Bam.
He's taught me it's okay to be different.
Have a mental problem okay.
Have wicked adhd okay.
Have a problem speaking it's okay.
Like I cannot even picture what Bam has done for me.
I want to thank him and I do constantly.
So he knows he's important.
He's recovering from alcohol problems right now and is doing good! When I saw him at his breaking point. Wow.. I was at mine to.
And I thought "it's gonna be okay. Cause Bams gonna notice you"
And he actually did with all my hardwork I did.
I sent letters. He sent pictures back.
He answered two of my questions in a live stream.
And I don't care if he's fat now or chubby as some would say, he's not skinny like he used to be. And he's most certainly one of the most gorgeous human beings no joke.
He helped me when I was on the edge.
So I helped him. Sent letters saying I know you have hard times right now. Or I see what's going on.
I've known how my idol is for 4 or 5 years now.
And the funny thing is I was on the internet googling him when I first discovered him on the jackass movies. Or viva la bam.
Out of all the guys on jackass.
One short little gorgeous skater.. That soon became my idol.
Thank you so much bam.
•who's your idol? And why!
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