When I met you

Chapter twenty-one

Zayn's POV

I opened Niall's bedroom and looked at the door beside his closet. It was quiet and all I ever hear are her cries. And then it became quiet again. I grabbed the silver door knob on his white bathroom door. It wasn't locked. She must've forgot to lock it. I opened the door and saw her sitting on the toilet cover, looking at the white sink. 

I walked towards her but soon stopped because I saw blood on the floor. And a blade that was sitting on the sink. The blade has a little blood on it. What the heck?! She cut herself? I was shocked to see all of this but I didn't left her alone. "What the heck?!" I said. She flinched and looked at me. Her eyes were watery. She stood up and ran outside while covering her face with her hands. 

I followed her out of Niall's bedroom and saw that she was gone. I don't want the lads to see her like that. I quickly ran downstairs and saw the boys was outside. I ran faster to reach for them. "Hey!" I called for them. They looked back and stopped. Niall looked so angry and ran towards me. "Before you beat me up, what are you doing in here outside?" I asked. 

"What happened to Diana? She ran outside and we lost her! She was crying! What the heck did you do?!" Niall shouted. "Do you really want to know, Niall?" I said and he nodded. "tell the others to come inside, okay?" I commanded and went inside. I pulled my hair in frustration. Why would she do that? She has nothing to be insecure of! Nothing!

We all sat at the L-shaped couch and they all looked at me with no emotion on their faces. "Honestly, I did nothing. I just opened the bathroom door and saw her looking at the sink. And guess what? She cut herself." I said and they were shocked. "This is all my fault! I hate myself!" Niall slapped himself. "None of this is your fault, Niall. Its not even Zayn's. She was just too depressed thats why she did it." Liam's calm voice spoke to Niall as he hit his face once again.

He stopped and looked at me. "Zayn, i think you're the only one that could convince her not to be so insecure." he told me. I raised my eyebrow at him. "What? Why me? I am just a friend of hers. You should be the one Niall!" I said. I was beyond confused. Why me? Niall was the bestfriend. She trust him. "I think we need to tell him." Liam said as he took a sip of his coke. "Tell him what?" Louis asked. "Oh c'mon Louis! You really don't know?" Harry spoke.

"All I know is that I love carrots. Nah I'm just kidding. Seriously, I'm confused." he said. i laughed a bit at what he said. Oh Louis. You always know how to make me laugh. "Tell me what?" I asked and they all sighed. Liam cleared his throat. "Everything." He said and I was so confused.

"Don't you know that you're not the only one who had an accident?" Liam asked and I shook my head. "I was hit by a truck and I was in comma for 2 days." Niall laughed but then faded. "What? really? When?"I asked. "Yes. About 2 weeks ago." He smiled. 

"Is that all?" 

Liam breathe and closed his eyes. He shook his head and looked at the others. They were so quiet. "Diana is not just Niall's bestfriend forever thingy. You know, bestfriends who never fought. They're not like that. They've been bestfriends for like.. 4 -7 months at school in Ireland. Niall left her without saying a word. Heck, he didn't even told her what was the reason why he left." Liam said. I could feel anger rush in my blood. 

"The reason why I left is because mum told me that I'll audition for the X Factor. If I didn't join, I won't have to meet you all." Niall added. 

 "And then I think you know the rest of the story, when we played all day and all night at our flat and making our video diaries and you know.. Memories on the stairs." Harry laughed. I nodded and waited for them to continue. This is it. I will know what really happened 2 months ago... What happened with Perrie and I.