I still miss him but I don't wanna go back out with him he makes me feel guilty and then I wanna be with him and then I think about good times but I'm here in realty where there are no good times so its whatever I just whish sometimes I didn't have him he gets on my nerves a lot but he always is tryna be nice but I'm being mean idk I guess I just feel bad I feel guilt its not good inside me anymore but it will remain there and I'm happy I have friends that help me tho I really like that but ig ill go byeeee
