Confusion and Fear

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For some reason, this man, Cronus, standing at my doorway, made my entire being want to recoil with fear and disgust. I, of course, hadn't the slightest idea why. From what I could recall, this man's name was Cronus, he was my boyfriend, and he made me want to cry with fear. If I knew one thing for certain, it was that I didn't want this man in my room. I didn't want this in here at all.

....But, what was I to do? Maybe my instincts were wrong. Maybe he was really great and it was just my fucked up brain was making him out to be something that he isn't.

Despite my instincts and the nauseating feeling that came with his presence, I looked up at him with a large, toothy grin. He was my boyfriend after all, right?

"Thorry ferr sleepin tho long, Cronut," I apologized, glancing up at him as he began to approach my hospital bed.

"Shut your stupid ass up, you ain't sorry," Cronus spat, making my eyebrows furrow in confusion. "I give you the best night of your entire fuckin' life, an this is how you repay me?! By walkin' out in front of a highway? How do you think that made me feel? Fuckin' coward. Can't even kill yourself right, can you?" Cronus barked, making me recoil into my stiff sheets.

"I... I... I don' re-rember, Cronuth," I stuttered, feeling overwhelmed as he loomed over my body. "I no rerember what happen," I cried as tears began to roll down my gaunt cheeks.

"No, the retard can't even kill himself right," Cronus smirked, his wandering hands caressing my body, making me squirm. "And now, look at what you've done, you've got shit for brains. Your big brain was the only thing you had goin' for ya, and look at it now. You can't even talk right no more," Cronus chuckled. "Though, I'm sure you aren't completely useless. I could still keep you around as a little sex toy, bein' the charitable soul that I am. After all, no one else wants you. Even your precious "Tulip" didn't even visit. Though I reckon she's too busy ridin' Vantas to concern herself with the matters of a fuckin' moron."

Cronus's words confuse me. But, I did know that they were not nice words. I didn't want to hear them. I didn't want Cronus touching me. I didn't want Cronus here at all....

Little did I know, that was when I started screaming incoherently at the top of my lungs, rolling myself into a ball, and rocking as the nurses began to escort Cronus away. Them telling him that I was having a nervous breakdown and he would have to return at another time.

  ...I don't want him to return another time.

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Sorry about the shitty-ness of this update!

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