i woke up hearing voices around me but i didnt move i lay there listening to what they where saying.
"i feel for tilly i really do" a voice i reconised as Lilly's said
"yes so do i, it must be so hard" holly replied "i just hope that.." she was cut off by the sound of a mobile ringing.
"so many girls in here where do i begin" the music boomed. I sat up right away recognising that in fact was my mobile ringing.
"hello?"i said quietly, feeling eyes on me i kept my head down and eyes fixed on the floor.
" OH MY GOSH TILLY WHY HAVE YOU BEEN IGNORING ME?!" my best friend laura shouted
"im..sor-r-y"
"dont be sorry darling, how are you i heard about your family, what happened do you know?, oh my god whats going to happen with you?, are you..." i cut her off.
"Laura..shut up"
"sorry im just worried"
"i have to go ill call you later"
"but.."
"goodbye" with that i hung up. i looked up to see lilly&holly looking at me with questioning expressions, i shook my head "just laura", lilly nodded and said "do you want a shower dear?"
"um..yes please if its not to much hassle?"
"of course not!" she rushed "i brought your bags in from outside and have washed some of your clothes, they are on the guessed bed upstairs you know where it is" she smiled
i nodded and smiled at them both before heading upstairs picking out a pair of grey joggers and a white tank top, i went into the bath room and turned on the shower and got in, i stood under the rush of warm water before allowing my body to break down into sobs, i sat down on the floor still under the water and cried i dont know how long i was there for, but i knew that i didnt have anymore tears left so i stood up and washed my hair hen decided to get out.
after i was all dressed i left the bathroom, dumping my dirty clothes on the guessed bed before heading down stairs.
