After heading down stairs Lilly and Holly wanted me to talk about my "feelings", and how i felt about the whole situation. i wanted to scream at them saying; how do you think im feeling i have no one and yous are asking me how im feeling, but i knew it wasn't there fault. We talked about the living arrangements and how i planned on selling the house, Lilly told me she would take care of that for me and they helped me plan my family's funeral.
so here we were 2 weeks after the death of my parents and sister, sitting at the crematorium, with a bunch of people crying there eyes out, the service had been delayed 30minutes because so many people had shown up they had to put up a screen outside for the people who couldn't come in, the service had now started but i couldn't register anything the minister was saying as my eyes where glued onto the three white coffins sitting in front of me. i could feel the tears fill my eyes but i couldn't look away. "and now Tilly would like to say a few words....Tilly?" said the minister, i nodded and stood up, walking towards the microphone i pulled out my last words to my parents so they will be proud of me.
"hello..i just want to thank you all f-f-for" i broke down into tears, i felt someone touch my sholder so i looked up and seen it was Holly she smiled at me and whispered "would you like me to take over?", i shook my head and replied "no thank you i-i need to do this", she nodded and went to sit back down, i turner back to the front and said "i want to thank you all for coming here today, i want to ask use to remember my parents and sister for who they where and not for how the died, i want use to remember my dad as hard working, great at golf and a great family man, and my mum i want use to remember her for her beautiful smile and her love of singing, and my sister Amelia for her bubbly personality and the joy she brought into the room, i want use to live your life's, for them and for your self's thank you" i smiled walking back to my seat.
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"oh i cant believe you are leaving Tilly" cried Lilly "im going to miss you so much.
"I'll be back before you know it" i smiled a sad smile pulling her into a hug "i love you"
" i love you too" she cried before i pulled away and got into the car with Holly, we decided it was best to leave the same day as the funeral so everything could settle down, i had to leave the beautiful new york and move to Australia.
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authors note, so what do use think so far?!, let me know&if use have any ideas or want me to add anything in just let me know:)&yes because her parents&sister died she is left everything, including the house but Tilly is selling it as she wont be able to live there now she knows that her family was killed in there,&yes her parents&her sister where the only close family she had as she didnt know her grandparents and so on...thanks:). VOTE;COMMENT;FAN!
