Locked Up Part 2

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This is for everybody who requested a part 2. I hope you enjoy

Draco kept his feelings locked up. Malfoy's don't feel, that's what he always told himself. So he kept them all locked up, especially his feelings for Harry potter, he could barely admit those to himself. Draco hated the fact that he could barely think straight when he was nearby, he hated the way his heart sped up, he hated the way that Harry Potter made him feel safe. Like everything would be alright when he knew it wouldn't be. Most of all, Draco hated the jealously he felt towards Harry's friends, he wanted to be one of them, he wanted to be one of the golden trio, to be free from the path he was supposed to take. But Draco didn't acknowledge these feelings, he refused to.

Draco kept his feelings locked up, safe and sound in the back of his mind but tonight it seemed like they would all be dead by morning and it didn't feel right not telling Harry how he felt before they all died but he shoved the feeling down and continued fighting because he was a Malfoy and Malfoy's don't feel.

He sat on a staircase pinching the bridge of his nose, willing the headache to go away. He was exhausted and didn't know how much fight was left in him. Draco wanted this all to be over already, for the fighting to stop, for the pain and suffering it had caused to end, but The Dark Lord had made his wishes clear and unless Harry Potter did something the fight would continue. Draco hated the fact that the fate of Hogwarts and just about everybody inside was all resting on Harry's decision. He hated how little control he had over the whole matter. He hated the fact that he was absolutely terrified.

"Malfoy's don't feel, Malfoy's don't feel" he chanted to himself. He was tired and couldn't hold back the wave of emotion that threatened to drown him. "Malfoy's don't feel, Malfoy's don't feel"

"MALFOY" Somebody yelled behind him. Draco jumped to his feet and whipped around to see Hermione and Ron standing on the steps above him, two of the people he most admired and hated.

"What do you want" Draco sneered.

"Harry said to give this to you. He said it was important." Ron said handing him a letter.

Draco took it with shaking hands. Why did Harry write him a letter? Draco looked at Hermione and Ron with questioning eyes. They both shrugged and Ron gave him a tiny smile. Had they read the letter, did Harry tell them what he had written?

"I suggest you read that, Harry said it was important and we had to give it to you not matter what." she said, there was something in her voice, was it hatred? Guilt? Pity? Draco didn't know. All he knew was that for once he was going to listen to her. He was going to read the letter.

"Look we have to go, but I just wanted to say that you know maybe you're not half bad? I don't know, I just think there is more to you that meets the eye. Good luck" Hermione said as she pulled a stunned looking Ron away.

Draco opened the letter with shaking hands. He read it and then re-read it, trying to make sense of what was on the page. As the words sank in Draco let out a shaky breath. Harry Potter loved him and Draco could do absolutely nothing about it because Harry had gone to die. Something inside Draco broke and all the walls he had painstakingly constructed were obliterated, Draco loved Harry but now Harry was gone, he had left thinking that Draco didn't love him back. Malfoy's aren't supposed to feel but then why did Draco hurt so much?



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