•Strangers• || (Bronnor/The Vamps)

-1-

Connor's small body landed on his bed as he cuddled alone against the soft sheets.

It had been his first day of school. He hated school because people always judged him, saying how freak he was and things that made feel Connor even more self-conscious than he was.

But he was finally in his room and so was his phone, laptop and earbuds.

He started playing Therapy by All Time Low and closed his eyes, sighing.

He was tired of feeling and being alone. He had only one friend, James, who was two years older than him; so he wasn't in his class. He lived in his neighborhood so at least, he could walk to school accompanied by someone.

James was a little bit popular, but he was one of those who didn't mind what people thought so he always talked with Connor in the breaks and halls, although the people seeing this were disappointed. But Connor wasn't a freak to James; he knew almost everything about the little boy and he understood why he was like this.

This year, Connor's class was worse than usual. He had been already called freak in the first day. 'Freak, get out my way', a girl said before pushing him away from the door. People didn't actually bully him, but getting ignored 24/7 was horrible from Connor's point of view.

That's why he loved this bands; they were his escape from the nightmare he was living. The lyrics, the instruments; everything seemed perfect to him.

But lately, he was listening to Twenty One Pilots more than the others bands. His lyrics made him feel so much better and they were deep, just as deep as his thoughts. That's why two months ago, he made a fan account dedicated to them.

He took his phone, logging in the fan account.

'Hey everyone. I haven't had the best of my days today so yeah. I just feel like, I should never had existed. Well, that's not a feeling, it's just a fact.' He uploaded the pic with this description and started looking through all the pics, giving likes to some of them.

He stopped at one; a short paragraph was written in the description.

'People who treat other people like they are not worth it; you deserve to live in a hell. We're humans'

Connor sighed and looked through all the pics of this same account. He (or she) seemed to be interesting, by the things he/she wrote.

He opened a dm with him, not being very convinced with his decision. Should he start talking with him? Or would it be too awkward?

'Aw, Connor. Just do it and stop being a coward for once in your life' Con said to himself and started typing.

'Hi! I'm Connor :) you seem to be very interesting and i was thinking if we could maybe be friends? I'm not a freak i swear! Haha :)'

He sended the dm and, immediately, he regretted it.

'I shouldn't have done anything, I'm stupid.' He sighed to himself but suddenly, his phone buzzed. He looked at it, surprised.

'Wow, dude. You're a little awkward, don't you think? Lol'

Connor's smile dropped when he saw this.

'I know, sorry.' He sended the message.

'It's true.' Connor sighed, tears appearing in his eyes. 'I'm a fucking awkward little freak. I'm only that.'

He cried silently, trying to fall asleep so he could push away the dark thoughts that were arriving to his mind.

His adorable demons.

He hated them.

He pushed further his earbuds, trying to concentrare on his music and flrget what just haz happened. He took the phone to turn up the music, but he had another notification.

Several people had commented on his last post, but he wasn't in the mood. He saw he had another dm.

He opened it, waiting to see the message of another person hating on him.

'I read your last post; hey, everyone has the right to exist, and im sure u r an amazing person, but the world is not able to recognize beautiful people like you. Do you want to talk? I'm here :)'

His heart shattered as he read this.

Was he beautiful? No one had ever told him that.

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Okay HIIIIII SORRY FOR MY AWKWARDNESS BUT HERE I AM AGAIN POSTING MY FIRST CHAPTER YAYYYY ITS SHORT SND SHITTY IKR BUT IT WILL GET BETTER

AND BETTER

AND BETTER

BC MR SIMPSON IS COMING

SO YEAH

I MGHT SHUT UP MY BIG MOUTH NOW.

ILY STAY ALIVE |-/