Abuse Or Love?

Running for my life

Kurt's POV

I sat next to my friend Krist in class.

Hey Krist.

What up Kurt.

The teacher than yelled at us to stop and he handed out our test scores and I GOT A F??

Krist than whispered in my ear "Kurt are you ok you don't look to good?

Uhh ye-yeah I'm find.

Than the bell rang and I ran out of the class room.

I don't want to show my step Dad my grade or he will beat me even more than he dose every day.

I got all of my stuff out of my locker and walked home really scared.

I looked in the drive way and he wasn't home so he must be getting bear.

My mom opened the front door and said, hurry Kurt get in and have some food fast be for your father gets home.

I ran in and looked at my mom.She had a black eye.

Mom did he hurt you again?

What do you think honey.

Well mom he is going to hurt me really bad because I got a F on my test.

Oh dear I'm sorry.

I looked at my mom and said why can't we just run away like Lisa "My Sister"
Did?

Because we would have no where to go.

I herd the the car pull up from the drive way and I guess i am ready for the beating.

What the fuck do you want you shit, said dad.

Uhh well my teacher wanted me to show this to you.

I gave my test score and me got up and said, will you try you best next time?

Ye-Yes.

He than slapped me really and and I fell to the ground.

He would not stop kicking me and punching.

It was about 20 minutes and he was done hurting me.

NOW LEAVE ME ALONE YOU USELESS FUCK!!

I was bleeding really bad so I was crying and limping up the stairs.

I went to the bath room and cleaned all of the blood up.

This was it I had decided to just run away from all of this I can't stand it and of my mom want's to stay and loose both of her kids from this loser drug user than that's what she wants.

I got all my my clothes and put it in a case and put my guitar in its case and got a picture of my real family and put it in the case. I left my mom a note that had said,

Dear Mom,

I can't live like this anymore. I'm failing in school because of that peace of shit step dad that I have to stress about. I'm leaving for good. Please get away from all of this and when you do try to find me. I think you feel like I am mad that you don't want to leave but I'm not....its not your fault how that man is. I love you so so much....please leave this madness.

- Kurt

As I heard my step dad run up the stairs screaming my name I put the note under my pillow and got all of my stuff and threw it out the window and I jumped.

I was running for my life and I didn't even look back I just kept running.

I ran all the way to the city and I had to find a place to stay to I when into this ally and sat there looking at all of the cars go by.

I was really cold and didn't have any food.

I just got my blanket and pillow and laid down holding my guitar close to me.