Abuse Or Love?

Something isnt right

Dave's POV

I woke up with a big headache and tried to remember what I did last night. I soon remember that me and Kurt go high on weed. I wonder if it helped him with the whole running away abusers Daddy thing.

I looked around to see if Kurt was in my room but it looks like he is using the bathroom. I got my book and just read it for a little but then I heard crying coming from the bath room.

I opened the for slowly and saw Kurt cutting his stomach.

I ran over and grabbed the razor and flushed it in the toilet.

Kurt why the fuck are you hurting yourself?

He didn't even look at me he just cried in his lap.

I got him and held him in my arms and told him it would be ok.

I picked him up and put him on my bed.

Dave I can't get all of this out of my head please tell me how I do it .

Well Kurt the only thing I can help you with is giving you my magazines to masterbate to.

Here.

I threw him a play boy magazine but he just gave it a nasty look.

What's wrong Kurt?

I'm....uhh....Gay.....

Oh uhh that's ok I'm Bi sexual.

Oh....Kurt said

Ok well just try to be happy ok Kurt?

I'll try to be.

Ok well I have to go to school but I'll just ditch so I can come back for you and my sister will be at school and my mom will be at work so see you soon.

Kurt's P.O.V.

As the Family said goodbye I went back to Dave's bed sat there and listened to Pink Floyd.

There were many things going through my head. I think I just want to go back home and look in the window and see what's going on at my old place.

I wonder if my mom is still there taking in all of the beating from that dumb Mother Fucking step peace of shit dad.

While I was thinking I was interrupted by Dave running in the room throwing his backpack on the ground.

Uhh hey Dave I think I wanna go check out my old place and see what's going on and see if my mother is still there.

Really Kurt...I don't really know about that what if your step dad will see you?

We are just looking in the window but when will we leave because we are far away from my place.

We will just run there come on Kurt I will follow you lets go right now!

Ok.

AT THE OLD HOUSE

Kurt's POV

Ok we are here now let's look in the window.

Ok, said Dave

As I looked I saw a body on the ground and my step dad in his chair with red liquid all over him.

I took a closer look at the body and it was my MOM.

I screamed really loud But Dave covered my mouth so he wouldn't hear.

Dave looked at the window and said" holy shit".

He rushed over at me and carried me and ran as fast as he could.

He ran across Town to his big house and through all of that he didn't stop.

When we got into the house Dave's mother was standing at the top of the stairs looking worried and said "Mr. Gorhl where have you been and why is Kurt crying?

I heard Dave say under his breath "oh shit".

Then Dave said "Kurt I have to tell her there was a life lost".

He sat  me on the couch and then we all sat in the same room until there was in big loud knock at the door before Dave's mom could spit a word out of her mouth. She opened it and said excuse me sir who are you?

Then I recognized that voice and it was my big nasty step father trying to find me.

He said in a big nasty voice where is Kurt Cobain?????!!!

Then Dave's mom said "I have no idea who that is I'm sorry".

Then Dave's mom was pushed to the ground and really fast I ran and hid under the couch.

KURT!! I know your here! I can smell you.

I looked over and he still had that shirt on with my moms blood on it all over and socked in.

"Ok LEAVE MY HOUSE YOU CRAZY MAN BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE!"
Said Mrs.Gorhl

He ran out of there faster than a dog chasing a cat.

Mrs.Gorhl looked out the window to make sure he got in his van and left.

She was a little shooken up but she told us calming "Ok now let's all go on the couch and talk now....Dave can you tell me what happened before and after you ditched school and what you did with Kurt?"

Dave told her every thing and she was shocked and also could not stop looking at my face looking down at the floor looking very sad.

"Oh Kurt I am very sorry for you. We can now take care of you or if you don't want us to or if you have a family member that can take you in" said Mrs.Gorhl

If you an and have no problem taking care of me. And also I don't have any family members anymore they didn't want anything to do with me after my stepdad came into the family and they all moved away.

"Oh my Kurt I am very sorry you are now a loving family member in ours."

Thank you. Now is it ok if I sleep and then take a bath because I have a lot on my mind about my mom and every thing and I don't think I'm going to be eating good today.

"Go right ahead Kurt do what you gotta do."

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After all that happened Dave had to go back to school Mrs.Gorhl went back to work and it was just me in the house all alone.i could not stop thinking of my mom and her helpless body on the ground but I can't do anything to help my poor mother she is gone now and in a better place with my real father. But I was hated.... I am hated.
After that I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night from Dave tugging on me.

"Hey...Hey...Kurt... Wake up"

Huh oh ok I'm up. "Rubbing my eyes"

"Get dressed we are going out to see some cool things!"

At 4:00 in the morning?

"Yeah and anyways it's a Saturday as I should say morning. We weekend has started!"

I got out of bed. Put some cloths on and my converse and we went out.