torn apart

four;

milly,

your mom called me today...

she wanted to make sure that i'm okay.

i told her that i am, that things are getting better...

and now i feel like shit for lying to your mom.

but i know she needed to hear that i'm doing good...

i wish i could see you just one more time.

hug you and tell you that i love you.

it just... it happened so fast.

and i miss you so goddamn much.

it still hurts like hell.

but i love you.

and i know that you're okay... wherever you are.

forever yours,

adam