Helplessly Falling (Harry Styles FanFiction)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Kaitlyn’s POV

It was Wednesday. I hate Wednesdays. I groaned and pulled myself out of bed. I took a shower and let my hair dry naturally. I put on black, high waisted pants, a green cropped tank top, and a cream cardigan. I put on foundation and eyeliner.

 This morning I felt hungry, so I grabbed a cereal bar after I slipped on my shoes. I grabbed my backpack, and said goodbye to my parents.

On the bus, I was going over all of the possible scenarios that could happen today. I tried to prepare myself so I wouldn’t freeze up like an idiot in front of Harry.

Within 15 minutes, we were at school.

I walked up three flights of stairs to my first period class, where I sat next to Kaycie.

She looked over and smiled, “You ready for the talk with him?”

“As ready as I’ll ever be” I sighed.

Then, the teacher walked in, starting class immediately.

It was lunch time, which meant Harry time.

I took a deep breath and walked in the lunch room. I saw Spencer sitting at my table, and Harry sitting at his. I quickly walked over to my seat, dropped my stuff off and quickly walked over to Harry, desperately trying to avoid any contact with Spencer.

“Harry?” I said, trying to get his attention.

“What?” he responded, not even looking at me.

“Can I talk to you? Please” I begged.

He finally looked up at me. He looked confused as he said, “Um sure, why not.”

I rolled my eyes at his response.

When he got up, he rudely waved his hand, motioning me to go.

When reached an empty hallway, I sighed.

He broke the silence, “What is it?”

“I wanted to…ask you about Maria” I hesitantly said.

“I broke up with her this morning” he responded flatly.

“I’m sorry” I looked down.

He smirked and scoffed. “Yeah that’s believable. You wanted this to happen.”

“I know” I admitted.

He dryly laughed and said, “Well what do you want then?”

“D-do we have anything” I stuttered.

“What do you mean?”

“Is there an...us?” I slowly asked.

“Didn’t you just go on a date with Niall yesterday?” he asked with an amused expression on his face.

“I did.”

“I thought you hated me after that day” he lowly said, becoming serious

“No. I was jealous” I finally admitted to him, and myself.

“Of what?”

“Are you serious? Of her! I was jealous of her. You seemed to forget about your girlfriend when you were with me, but when I realized you weren’t going to break up with her, I felt so stupid.” I paused. “You know what. This is stupid. I don’t know why I’m even talking to you about this” I yelled as I turned to walk away, but I felt him grab my wrist.

“Let me go” I said through gritted teeth, not turning around.

“Kaitlyn. Look at me” he firmly spoke.